Well what can I say? I have no excuse for not posting more cept that I am lazy, lol. I have 2 different lawyers working on 2 different legal matters. That stuff will drive you insane. I know why they get paid so much now. It's cause most people would rather shoot themselves than deal with it, lol ( Read more... )

Well, I thought word had gotten around but I was corrected on that matter last night. This is my last weekend here in the big ole state of NC. I made the decision to make a big move. As a few of you guys know, over the last 8 or 9 months I have struggled bad with depression, suicidal thoughts, violent tendencies. I took the advice of a very ( Read more... )

This has been in interesting week. First there was a lot of drama, and that's all there is to say bout that on here ( Read more... )

Well, I got quite the birthday present today. I finally got a job. YAY! I will be among the working again. It will be a month before I see my first paycheck cause they hold back the first check, but I don't care. I know I'm gettin one. Hell yeah ( Read more... )

Questions?
I'm game. Go for it, ask me anything you want and I'll answer in some form. I am gonna post an update this afternoon too, a lot has been happening. I just get all caught up in reading about all you guys and not writing anything, I'm gonna try to be better!

Wow. That's all I can say about the Fagtabulous Party at M@ and John's on New Years Eve. Those two know how to put a good party together. Lots of punch, food and friends. It doesn't get any better than that. Then the bday party for Marsha 2 days later. Again, lots of food, friends and drinks. It's been a great week ( Read more... )

I wanted to wish a very Happy Birthday to my friend Chad. Things will get better, just keep your chin up. You know I love you always.

If someone attacks you from behind, what would you do?

Things have gotten worse.  I am falling down a hole of despair.  Even during depression I never felt this bad.  There is so much going on around me.  I don't know who or what to believe anymore.  I can't see a way out of anything.  I have never felt like this before.  What am I supposed to do?  Do I leave Raleigh now, or wait and go thru the ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to say.  I thought I was moving to florida.  Well Chad comes home to me and tells me that no, he is moving to florida alone and that I have to find somewhere to live.  After a literal what the hell moment, I asked him what was going on.  He proceeds to tell me that with his impending liver transplant he needs time alone to do ( Read more... )