I am very, very angry.
The library makes me angry.
Japan makes me angry.
My friends make me angry.
Higher education makes me angry.
Writing makes me angry.
I am so angry.

After a day of discussion about the demise of our nation and a few rushed uphill bike rides, I was whisked away by a tall handsome man in a borrowed car. When we arrived at his lair he quickly lit the candles and removed his boots, the sexiest fucking boots. Irish whiskey was poured, the apple was lit, and the Beatles were rocking on vinyl. I ( Read more... )

I usually tend to avoid spilling my feelings into this little box, but at the moment I am feeling especially feely and I have the time to fill this little box with those feely feelings ( Read more... )

Swirls of chocolate and dots of sweet
Make an endless afternoon.
Where moment and moment never meet
And I hardly feel ground touching my feet.

There's something green in my chocolate swirls
On this endless afternoon.
My dots of sweet have turned into pearls
And the eyes of my mind burst into twirls.

I had dream last night. I was in a big Italian church, you know the kind that are all grandiose and shiny. Well, I was sitting with a bunch of Christians and they were all talking about Jesus and singing songs and such. I felt really left out. So I started singing a song about Satan. I wasn't trying to worship Satan, I don't even think he is ( Read more... )

I am currently sitting in a chair, which is sitting on the floor, which is sitting on Rome. I have been in Italy for the past two weeks and it has been full of ancient ruins and plenty of wine. Tonight I leave for a week in Ireland to reconnect with old friends and drink lots of Guiness and whiskey. When I get back to the states I plan on ( Read more... )

I am sitting on my brother’s couch with Denali, the deaf Dalmatian, cuddled up beside me. I really like the warmth that my whole left side is absorbing from her. I really like that living things crave the touch of other living things. I really like hugs ( Read more... )

School's out. While I was cleaning out my room I came across a box of papers that I was saving. I pulled out the papers one by one and read them. They were all notes from churches that I had attended in the past year, notes that I wanted to put down in a journal somewhere but never got around to doing so. Anyway I read through all the notes. ( Read more... )

The affects of the wine are wearing off. What just happened? It was just a bottle of cheap house wine. There was dancing and laughing. Glass after glass I drifted into the night. My blue dress was tattered and faded. My black heels had been worn down to the sole. My dirty-blond hair was long and unkempt. How long had I been laying on this ( Read more... )

I had a dream yesterday. It was while I was taking a nap, which allows for optimal dreaming capacity, at least in my case. Anyway, I had this dream while I was napping ( Read more... )