why does roger have to sound like a halmark card every time i tell him something? i often get the urge to text him, a complaint, a thought, something, and he always has to respond with something that makes no fucking sence. last night we hung out, and we texted about how it was nice to hang out and be able to get along. and then he sends me this ( Read more... )

being with them makes me kind of glad i didn't go to one of those high schools with the well dressed, bitchy girls. if i had to deal with it then, and still be dealing with it now, i would probably have killed myself by now. being with them is fun, but sometimes its hard because they pick me apart so carefully and it makes me almost regret being ( Read more... )

been awhile since i've had any pictures on here.. so i guess i'll post some. i got a new tattoo about a month ago.. its amazing and it makes me feel badass because its huge.. haha

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So I finally did what I thought would make me happy. I broke things off with Roger. I thought it would be okay, because I could finally go out and be single and not have to worry about making somebody mad or being disloyal or having a guilty conscious all the time. I figured that I could lean on my single friends to keep me preoccupied, and to keep ( Read more... )

i have no idea what i'm doing or if this is really whats best for me.. actually, i do know what i'm doing, but i don't know if anybody besides me would understand it. oh well. i'm having fun with my life, because in about two months it's all going to end. (school sucks.. why can't the next two years just hurry up?)

i'm tired of every friday night being ruined by him. i'm tired of every day i spend with him being ruined. we are not on the same page about anything anymore, and i just don't have the patience or understanding to want to be around him. he says that he wishes the time we spent together was better.. but i just wish that the time we spent together ( Read more... )

he freaking ruined my night again and i'm tired of having the same argument with him over and over and over. please, somebody break up with him for me. i can't do it. i want to mail him a letter and then move away and never have to deal with the consequences. this has made me realize that although i love relationships, i just can't do them anymore ( Read more... )

i wish i could turn time back a few months and say yes to joe and cheryl when they asked me if i wanted to move in with them. things around the house have gotten horrible and i really really reeeaaallly want to get out. if i stay here, i'm going to go insane and give up on life because i spend too much of my time being angry. and sometimes, people' ( Read more... )

i went to see him since i leave for a week long vacation tomorrow morning. i hung around his house and we talked for a bit, and when it came time for me to head home, he walked me outside and acted like he was never going to see me again. he hugged me twice and kissed me on the cheek, saying he will miss me and doesn't know what he's going to do ( Read more... )

the sex costume party last night was a freaking blast. fancy house, fun people, interesting costumes, hot friends, alcohol, stripping and swimming, cheek kisses, pictures, new friends.. fabulous. our group of people were by far the best dressed people there and it made me feel like i was part of the cool clique or something. and another amazing ( Read more... )