I started a list of good and bad things for 2005 but then I realized it didnt matter. That was last year...its a new year and I get a chance to start something new...to learn even more about who I am becoming as a person...to meet even more people and expand my friendships with those I already know. This last year was full of happiness and pain, ( Read more... )

Well so as of today around 7pm I applied to Chabot College...yes yes I did. I guess it's about time. I've decided after my slight epiphany that I need to start getting myself together. I don't have too much to do just work and no boys occupying my time so I might as well learn something new. There are a couple classes that are only one night a ( Read more... )

I think hes fucking married. When the hell was he gonna tell me? If he's not then why did he say he was with his wife? Did I miss something here ( Read more... )

I met Green Day today @ work (yes all three members). I had a conversation with Mike. Yea my job is awesome and it is ok to be jealous. Other than that I am crap. HA! I had a vacation to stop thinking about Juan but I think it made it worse. I have a date on Friday. Yay. Maybe. If he doesnt cancel on me again. We'll see. I need to meet ( Read more... )

He says I'm a liar ( Read more... )

I'm going to Oregon for 5 days leaving on Oct. 5th. I need a vacation. I need to get away. This is a good thing...
Still sad.
Still heartbroken.
Still miss him.
Moving On.
I miss my old friends...I dont know what happened. I just fell out of touch. You know who you are.
Call me. Make me happy.
Sigh...miss me when I'm gone.

I know I havent been a good updater ( Read more... )

I haven't been doing good updates but I thought you should see what has been consuming all my time lately.

( My Baby! )

Well I'm sick...figures. I went to work just to get sent home after three and half hours...oh well I'm glad because i got to sleep and hopefully I'll be ok to go to work tomorrow. I know I will because I'm not calling in sick no matter what Juan thinks I should do. Speaking of Juan...things are going quite well...I really care for him and he for ( Read more... )

So work is great as usual. Juan and I are officially together and he makes me so happy. On our last night going out together he brought me a rose and a box of chocolates. He's such a sweetheart and I am totally not used to it...but I love the feeling. I dont have much to say other than that I am happy...and that is what matters.