i just want to break down and cry. i don't want to leave, but i know it has to be done. i just want some comfort. today is my last day, and by this time tomorrow... i'll be moving in my dorm room and off about to start those stupid gay "make friends" classes. I JUST WANT ONE MORE WEEK ( Read more... )

i never in my life have had such a strange mix of emotions brushing around in my head.

hobart, fuck yeah!

1 week today!

i don't know if it's been the last couple of days or just everything else... but i'm depressed..

packing is really sad. not sad because you are leaving, but sad knowing for the next 4 years and for me, the next 7 years will be spent moving my whole life in color coded tubs every few weeks.

i've had like 2 days of non stop good byes and it's really making me sad.

the borland's party was bitter sweet.

i'm going to miss some people so much, but thanks to a few i now have a massive bruise to remember everyone... i love you guys, no matter what.

should i be nervous? yes
am i? kinda

so i've been tagged ( Read more... )

wow. the closer it gets, the more excited i feel. i am bursting with energy. i can't wait to get my schedule in order... it's becoming even more confusing than i thought it would be. i'm trying to get all my classes on tues, wed, and thursdays- debate tournaments will take up most of my weekends and traveling with take up most of my Fridays and ( Read more... )

this week is a week i'd actually like to forget. besides doing and purchasing things that i'd never thought i'd ever have to, i feel so tired ( Read more... )

so ted an i just went to panera to eat.. we came to converse on a book known as the GREAT gatsby, a book i found incredibly interesting until mr. sholtis ruined it for the whole class by over using the the words "death of the american dream" and reading, yes reading directly from sparknotes. oh how i loved mr. holmes and his crazy explanations for ( Read more... )

i just dyed my hair... oh snap!

and i finally talked to my roommate.. seems cool enough