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im so done with school. i thought highschool was going to be like all fun, making a bunch of friends, finding boys.. blah blah blah. NO. NO. NO, it's not fun, i get a cramp in my foot every fucking day. all of my new friends are shit, they dont do anything except DITCH AND IGNORE ME, i cant trust anyone at all. i feel like crap saying that but
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hating all your new friends and all of that, and especially
hating your school.
My year is going so suck ass, like UH! But it's my senior year.
And seriously, it'll be over before you know it, so I
would say tell everyone to fuck off, do good in school, and
dominate everyone so you get to where you wanna go and be
done with everyone.
Good luck!! I'm going through some of the same stuff right now.
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that was kinda my plan.
you just reworded it a tad.
man.
we WILL get along.
haha where you from? :D
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I'm from Florida, I used to live in Miami
but now I'm in Broward County. It's sorta lame here.
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you live way down there
haha i live in illinois
>:O
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Don't give up though, on school I mean. I feel so old saying this, but staying is way worth it in the end. I'm not just talking out of my ass either; I dropped out of high school my junior year and I definitely regret it. My opportunities aren't what they'd be had I stayed in; sure I could get my GED and still go to college, but it's a lot harder on me now than it would've been had I stayed in school and maybe even gotten a scholarship.
Are you a part of any sort of club at school, or organization? I know I would have been miserable in my time in high school had it not been for choir and drama.
Just hang in there. Being unique will help you in the end, and you'll be glad you're not just some cookie-cutter kid who is like everyone else.
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i needed it bad.
yeah im in choir, french club and sooner or later i might join key club but idk.
why did you drop out? =[
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It's complicated. I was living with my mother (my parents divorced) and my home situation was terrible. My mom was severely depressed and wouldn't come out of her room for literally a week at a time. I was in love with a man who was nearly 10 years my senior and saw an opportunity to escape, so when I was 17 I did. I left home (I grew up in Chicago) and moved here to Chattanooga.
I don't regret the things I've done in life neccessarily because it's brought me to where I am and made me who I am, but if I had it to do differently I would have found a way to finish high school, even if it meant enrolling once I had gotten here to Tennessee.
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it sounds like you have a good life now though.? =D so thats good.
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