how did i go from the one you used to love to someone you barely know?... Why is it so hard to fall out of love! its just one person so why is that person soo important. it doesn't make sence to me. how can i have so much emotion towards somebody who has no feelings towards me at all. all the memories are driving me crazy. i gotta go to bed i feel ( Read more... )

Somehow everything in my life goes back to the same thing no matter what. No matter how hard i try to let it go...i keep holding on for some reason. im so tired of hurting over the same thing. Theres just to much for me to just erase. almost 5 months now..wtf..i just hope one day this will be a happy memory to look back on instead of making me want ( Read more... )

I think i met a guy i like!! but idk...lol i like two people..its confusing...but the other guy is alot older to me and he's moving to California soon. In a few months! Plus its Courtneys uncles best friend...(dont worry her uncle is in his 20's) haha. Idk what to do about this little problem but i'll just let it work itself out i guess...any ( Read more... )

Okay so i realize my relationship problems now. Everybody says i lead them on and mess w/there head. Well i dont mean to... i just have HUGE commitment problems...i'd way rather have fun with all my friends then be tied down in a stupid relationship that is bound to end sometime anyways. Plus theres a RARE few who i can actually have a long ( Read more... )

Sorry Juan...i'm a theif i'm sorry i steal all your surveys ( Read more... )

Stole this from you Juan ( Read more... )

Ok... soo i have this friend that thinks he is in love w/me... so he wont be my friend anymore. If you loved somebody wouldn't you atleast want to talk to them... idk. it sucks. its driving me freaking crazy. i would rather be friends then not at all. that just makes it worse for me but whatever. the whole situation makes me sad. My parents are out ( Read more... )

Today was fun i hung out w/melissa, Jon, Ashley, and Megan and did nothing but still had fun! i feel soo relieved! idk why..haha just happy i guess. .. but i gotta work soon just wanted to say I LOVE CALEB HE'S THE COOLEST GUY EVER!! AND WE'RE GOING TO THE MOVIES SATURDAY!

*I've oficially decided to totally let go of all feelings i have for Troy...its not worth the pain anymore. I think it will be easier if i just stop hoping something will maybe happen bc i know it won't. So all away mssg's we're deleted from my computer, i put away all pictures,jewelry,letters,everything like that. I'm not listening to songs that ( Read more... )

I got this from somebody else's profile but this is my song to "him ( Read more... )