i'm going to be a lesbian!! Guys suck! Everything is to confusing and life NEVER makes sence anymore. i guess thats my fault. i put myself in this position anyways..idk. i just want to find a PERFECT guy! lol which is impossible so why try.

Haven't updated in forever because my comp. was broken. But we fixed it. This weekend was crazy!! I got so drunk at Petes and Justins and hung out w/Justins mom..haha it was so crazy. Then took half of a sleeping pill thingy (ambien) or something idk but it made me feel ....hmm...don't really know a word for it. haha but it was cool. My brother ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty fun! Friday i hung out w/Justin,Jon,Court, and Ross. We watched Titanic lol but i fell asleep through like the middle of it. Then i had to drive home. it was hard as hell. i was way too tired. Then Saturday we all went to the T-heads and it was ok..i guess we weren't there for but 10 min. lol. Then went to Jons house and ( Read more... )

You know sometimes you think your really happy about something and you realize you got fucked over. I totally let myself look stupid and be USED! i thought somebody wanted to be my friend but really he was just at a WEAK point right then. Since we talked for about 4days and then shit went back to how it was. FUCK THAT! i have been hurt way to much ( Read more... )

This weekend was fun! Friday i didn't really do anything but hang out w/Courtney and then Saturday was Jordans 21'st b-day party. i was wasted...but its cool..good thing i have friends to take care of me and make sure i get home alright. soo thank ya'll! lol The next day sucked though i had the WORST hangover ever. i felt like crap..but then i hung ( Read more... )

okay work SUCKS now. We don't get out till like 10:00 and we used to get out at 9:30. I am gunna fail pre-cal if this shit keeps up. Or get another job but i really don't feel like looking for another one and filling out applications. Im to lazy. haha. Somebody told me today that people don't fall out of love.. i see alot of people just fall out of ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. Deanne's party was bad ass but a bunch of fights broke out so me and Deanne left to some guy Chris's house and went the wrong way and got pulled over by Shadle and he let us go because Deanne said she was a cheerleader at Calallen. haha. then i hung out at Jareds for a little while and went home. i didn't go to bed till like 6: ( Read more... )

i get out of school after 3rd period now! i dont have to go to lunch anymore. which is good because lunch sucked. the people i sat w/we're cool but everybody else WAS GAY. haha anyways i had to pay a $95 phone bill today! i was pissed. oh well id idn't do shit today but drive @ w/melissa and ryan and go over to javies. now i gotta go to work. sucks ( Read more... )

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