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I had an epiphany about an hour ago. I have problems with my boss because they way she treats me reminds me of how Ross treated me at the end of our relationship. I now have more incentive to get out of there. -
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I am very happy with where I am right now. I'm finally living the life I moved to this city to live. I have my shit together. Two boyfriends who are both good people. Lots of great friends. I'm not broke or homeless or unemployed. I finally feel at peace with myself and am working through a lot of the bad shit that I let fester since I was a ( Read more... ) -
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Haven't posted on here in forever because there is too much to say. So, I'll let a meme help me out!
01. What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before?
-Camped in the snow, went to therapy, smoked a hookah, started seeing someone younger than me.
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
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So. Huge changes today. Officially asked to move out of the apartment, finalized moving in with Stenny and Christina in the meantime ( Read more... ) -
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David managed to undo the sleepiness that he helped me into (he's reading The Hobbit aloud to me - yes, we're that cute) by asking me what I have to be happy about. Yes, I have love, and friends, and family. Sure, little things like cats and dates. But then I stop. And don't know what to say. I've been so unhappy for so many months now that I'm not ( Read more... ) -
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I had another breakdown yesterday. Found out the job I was really hoping to get was shifted from a 40 hour, benefits and daylight hour job into a 20 hour, no benefits, 2-7:30 M-Thurs. job. I still have interviews coming up this week (secretary for a vet and daylight hostess downtown) but everyone kept telling me how this is the job I wanted. I ( Read more... ) -
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Finally feeling centered again feels AMAZING. I really like therapy and Ashley, it's one of the best decisions I've made. I knew a lot of this stuff would stem from my childhood, but shit. Basically, we've already touched on "your mother determined for you that you were a fuck up before you were born." I could deal with being an accident if the ( Read more... ) -
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Late March, 2010:
Living situation: We had just moved into the apartment in Greenfield. When we got our tax returns we looked for a place in a nice central location for cheap. We found it.
Love life: Living with Ross and also dating Pete for about 9 months, spending about one night a week with him. This is also when I was going through my I'll- ( Read more... ) -
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So, I've been in Pittsburgh for over a year now. Happy about that. One of the main things I wanted to do once I moved here is figure what I wanted out of my life. The biggest part is job related. I had given ever waking breath to theatre since I was 18. I loved it. I was amazing at my job, loved being in charge without the responciblity of getting ( Read more... ) -
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I really am so *very* lucky to live this life.