This is a meme based on the famous Proust Questionnaire like the one James Lipton uses (from Bernard Pivot) on Inside the Actors studios. These answers are mine, tag me with your own. And tag some of your friends.

1) What is your favorite virtue? Patience. Probably because it is a virtue I do not possess.

2) What are your favorite qualities in a man? ( Read more... )

I just noticed this yesterday. At work. Hanging on the wall that's behind the administrative "section" of the office.

Everything on the periphery blurred. No one seemed to noticed that I'd stopped, and was staring.

Why? Who put it there? Was this a starvation-induced hallucination? A plaque that says:

NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS THIN FEELS
 The anorexic ( Read more... )

First entry "back"- might as well start with some honesty:

I'm gonna vent, and vent good.

I slept for 14 hours last night. I ate 400 calories yesterday, and I ran three miles. I lifted weights. Did some pilates. Every time I exercise, now, I wonder if I'm going to collapse and/or die.

My activities have been kept relatively secret. Though when people ( Read more... )

Your result for The Perception Personality Image Test...
HFPC - The Photographer

Humanity, Foreground, Big Picture, and Color


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I'm not 100% certain, but I'm pretty sure I almost died last night/this morning.

I think it had something to do with the enormous coffee+tattoo+sushi+whiskey combination (on top of meds it's not advised to drink on.) I'm not sure I have ever vomited so much...

Really, when I think about it, the mixture of those elements cannot lead to anything but ( Read more... )

I'm not well. In addition to my ever-present mental maladies, my 24-hour Coffee Diet seriously fucked with my digestive system.

Saw Dr. L yesterday, and his great advice was to go out and get a copy of Man's Search for Meaning, by Viktor Frankl, and read it before next week's session.

"How, exactly, is this supposed to help me?" I asked.
"I think it ( Read more... )

All I want to do is drink whiskey ( Read more... )

my personal psychologist

you're a screwed-up Romantic, she said,
you read all the old philosophers and you
listen to Wagner and Mahler and you think
the ancient Chinese poets were hot shit, yet
you're depraved, you're at the racetrack
every day and you know that's sick, and
all that wine you drink, it's eating
your brain away, and when you get drunk
you ( Read more... )

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In honor of Dara's 22nd Birthday, an "Ugly Sweater Party" was held in her honor- complete with an almost entirely vegan menu! Suffice it to say, I was in love. Vegan food you don't have to make yourself??? Seriously, hold me back!

My sweater was among the least ugly, but can I help it if I don't own ugly clothing? [note: Lie. I own many ugly items ( Read more... )