Oh Hello livejournal...Haven't seen you in a while ( Read more... )

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i don't want to go home for thanksgiving.
i have to come back up here early friday to work.
i miss mary and it's my own fault.
i don't feel like a good person.
i fear i've become weak.
where's the angie i used to know??

probably had the best thanksgiving dinner that i've ever had, last night. the best people. just when i was feeling really blah we had a traditional dinner together and it felt more like family than i've ever experienced. we even went around the table and said what we were ( Read more... )

bleh..i hate this..

i'm drunk...only because i want to not think about why you're ignoring me.
i shouldn't care.
but no matter, i still think about you.
i hate it. i'm always like this.
i don't like when anyone ignores me.
don't feel special.
it just bugs me.
you bug me.
stop it.

xoxo
me.

That's right...I think I'M getting the phase out ( Read more... )

I know what i should do...

but why won't i do it????

you don't even act like you're interested...

this is always where i end up....why?

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The absence of God will bring you comfort, baby ( Read more... )

Don't reply...just let me whine and feel bad about myself.

I tried to go shopping today for some fall clothes and the consensus is that,
I'm gross.
No really i'm chubby and flabby and jiggly.
I can't even stand it.
I left the mall crying.
I feel like shit about myself.
aaarrrgh...i hate people like me.