this is for mercedes, who never reads my other blog. so i cut and paste, messily, for her ( Read more... )

there is a beautiful meditation that i have been practicing lately called 'the meditation for guruprasad.' guruprasad means "gift from the guru"; a little translation of the word guru means the one who takes us from darkness to light. this meditation is very sweet and very simple. you sit comfortably in meditation pose, with your legs crossed and ( Read more... )

so recently i noticed how my usual way of speaking is somewhat different right now... stuttered and stunted. i can't really explain it, and maybe its possibly just an effect of caffeine, but its disheartening to open my mouth expecting my words to come out smoothly- and they don't. i feel inarticulate, and i hate that feeling. well, strongly ( Read more... )

hello again ( Read more... )

i dont ever really update here... i guess i never thought i was cool enough for livejournal.
but i am a dork enough for myspace. www.myspace.com/chi_of_jess , if you're ever curious. i might start writing here more, as myspace is just plain silly.

so its a lazy cold friday and i am still at work and can think of nothing better to do than update a completely dormant (and almost completely non existent) journal ( Read more... )

choking on a choclate covered cherry ( Read more... )

so this is it- a new begining ( Read more... )