Soo....

[chiaskull]

Everything is perfect...I'm gonna make some money this week...save it...get a job soon...save up...when I get home my mom is giving me her car...I'm going to get a full time job...go back to school next semester, hopefully...and HEY...I've got a new house in MI at 24 and Gratiot...

...so why am I crying?

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[betharoonie]

because. just because everything is 'right' doesn't mean you aren't sad. i know how that is. if that is the case. sometimes there is something you can't figure out. but crying is good nonetheless.

[chiaskull]

I'm just scared of losing my home, not my house, but MY home. It's my base, I always go back to it, I've got the best memories in the world there, and I was scared for a second.

I'm pretty ok now, just looking into the mist that is the future and trying to see if it doesn't all work out.

[betharoonie]

home is where your heart is.
your heart is in your body. think of it that way. you can't lose something that's always there. make home where you are.

yeah i'm trying to look as well. i can't see it.

[chiaskull]

Yeah, most the time my heart is on my sleeve, but I guess you're right, I don't have my heart anywhere but in me right now...well...and my cats.