And just when everything is perfect, life is great, all things are going my way...

...and I know just how to tear myself down.

I feel sick.

I got some new shoes...boots actually ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking pissed off all the time...not sad, not whatever, just pissed.

I know why...and I know how to fix it.

I'm just not strong enough.

We are connected in our universal longing, imprinted at birth with a sense of emptiness, searching, wanting something that none of us quite understand. Our lives are jigsaw, but it’s not just 1 and 2, it’s not that simple, there are billions of pieces in this puzzle, most of which we’ll never find, never know, but always miss. Before our lives ( Read more... )

It's over now, she does nothing but piss me off, which makes me sad because I never wanted to hate her, and I despise hatred. It's a horrible waste of energy. I only hate 2 people in this world, and it saddens me that she's one of them, and it'll never change unless I change, I'll try my best to forgive, but I never forget, and she'll never admit ( Read more... )

Everything is perfect...I'm gonna make some money this week...save it...get a job soon...save up...when I get home my mom is giving me her car...I'm going to get a full time job...go back to school next semester, hopefully...and HEY...I've got a new house in MI at 24 and Gratiot...

...so why am I crying?

...anything and everything, I can be anyone you want, I am an enigma, an illusion, a figment of the wildest imagination. Ever-shifting, changing, evolving, moving. I am not stagnant, I am a jack of all trades, master of nothing, I have no past and the future is as uncertain as myself.

I am nothing, I am the wind.

My Dad: Uh oh...you probably shouldn't change your password when you have a buzz going.

At my dads house, got into Cali. Wednesday, spent a few days in Patterson seeing some people, I love being able to leave town, travel thousands of miles and be truly alone. I love self-reflection, I love looking at my journals and seeing where I've been, what I've been through and realizing none of this shit is all that bad, life is pretty god ( Read more... )

This is Danny Fucking Churches coming at you from TEXAS!

I've been all over the place lately...and I'm fucking beat...I might update sometime later...but for now it's sleepy time.