I'm doing it again, alienating people, not telling them what's really bothering me, or atleast all of what's bothering me. And I need to stop it, it's not helping anything lol.

Heather *shakes fist* how come you and Claire can read me just like a book????

( I don't usually do this...and no it's not a quiz or pics... )

*cough hack weeze ( Read more... )

Everybody dance! Jessica is on the mend, atleast I think. A completely nosebleedless day! And I only felt faint like twice!! Yessssss ( Read more... )

I feel like I am hurting everyone, being a bitch to everyone, and pushing people away, people I don't want to alienate, like TJ. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry...but I can't, so oh well. I found out some stuff that made me sad, and I think there's something wrong with me physically. I am not well, and I have been hiding it from everyone, ( Read more... )

I hadn't played strip poker in so long, lol. Atleast not good strip poker, where people get naked. Yay for nudity (lol, that reminds me of something I read: An ambulance got called to a nudist colony on Halloween night, someone passed out at a costume party and couldn't be woken up. The ER guys get there, help the guy and leave. But they were ( Read more... )

Over al Lyssa's. Yay for boy and girl sleepovers......

Trying my hardest not to burst into tears.

Crap.

I'm back. Yeah.

I'm in a really crappy mood.

Had an ok time in Oregon, I like being around my family, even though we are crazy, seriously you have NO IDEA (tell ya about it when I see you). Forgot my digital camera, great Jess, you finally get one, and you leave it behind on a trip.

Argh, I am really depressed.

Hope everyone else had a good

Solo night was fun last night. Everyone did super ( Read more... )

Today had sucked. I hope tonight goes better. I am excited for solo night. My dad said he wasn't coming. So much for support.

I guess I should elaborate, today has been good and bad. Ugh, I hate sooo many stupid fuckers like the one in my 5th period class, and the one in my 6th period. Jesus Christ, they are sooooooo annoying.

>.

Happy Valentines day everyone! Thank you to everyone who got me something, you all rock so much. My mommy got me lucky bamboo, a cup filled with chocolates, pez, and a card. But my best V-Day presents were seeing Heather back (which totally made my day!) and having TJ like his present (I got him the Rent soundtrack).

I practiced my solo today, I ( Read more... )