...I am tired of this feeling...make it go away....please...

[chibi_keika]

Was reading through my friends blogs...noticed my name a few times in them. Also noticed I am worrying them; I do not blame them. I am worrying myself now. Yet again I am doubting this decision I have made, but I will not fall through with it....will I be happy. Part of me believes so but than the other part thinks not...only for one reason.

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[sakura_pinky]

it is harder for someone to see the good in themselves, than for others to see it. maybe others do imagine these qualities... i dont know. i can never see the good in myself either. im sorry to hear about all those surgeries you had to have. *hugs* sorry i wasnt here to talk to you though most of all.

[kawaii_inu_chan]

Hey keika-chan, I'm so terribly sorry I haven't been around, I wish I could have been there when you had this urge, so I could have listened, instead of having to read it on LJ... *hugs tightly