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chibi_plum

Anon stuff

Oct 23, 2008 09:01

I want to make a post about work stuff, but I'm in meetings for most of the day ~ so this will have to do for now.

I never really expect people to reply to these because they actually take work. XD But, I guess with so many people on my flist - I will give it another try. If you can spare a moment, please leave me a message:

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bobbarker October 23 2008, 15:45:18 UTC

I can't wait to get rid of you so I can have Chris all to myself... Muhahahahahahahahah.....

Wait... is my name attached to this comment? 8O

chibi_plum October 23 2008, 15:47:29 UTC

YOSH!!! No anon from you!!!

anonymous October 23 2008, 17:15:19 UTC

You're so pretty. And I envy you, you seem so happy and in love.

chibi_plum October 23 2008, 17:25:33 UTC

Well, I'm glad that it seems as though I'm happy. :) I am and I try to be positive. But, life gets me down probably more than it should. I don't think I'm quite as strong willed as people think. Thanks very much for the compliments.

thedreamerworld October 23 2008, 17:29:52 UTC

bah so not on point!

if i bus it down to you, could I ride down to NekoCon with you and chris? I'm crazy tempted to go. plus I want to hangs with you more!

P.s. I luvs you! I'm so crazy glad I met you at anext. i can't wait till we can talk and hang out more!

chibi_plum October 23 2008, 17:39:17 UTC

I don't think it will be a problem at all. :) Let me check in with him to see when he plans to go. We haven't really talked about it. What about rooming? Do you have one?

thedreamerworld October 26 2008, 23:17:36 UTC

chris said he might be able to do something for a room, but if you know of something, let me know. plus travel. I'll gie you a ring this week, and we can talk more. are you cosplaying?

chibi_plum October 26 2008, 23:21:13 UTC

Yep. I'm doing some Code Geass and Persona 3... possibly some Washu. I need to get more pictures in her. I was so fugly in all the others (except for the few you took). XD

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anonymous October 23 2008, 17:48:40 UTC

I'm just getting to know you, and it comforts me to have someone as understanding and experienced as you to listen to me. I hope I can do something in return with you. Well, onto the pouring of my heart out.

I think I've reached a stage in my life where I feel happy almost everyday, something that I didn't experience when I was younger. I did have blissful ignorance back then, but I suffered punishments from here and there for doing dumb things. This period of my life feels like a metamorphosis. I feel beautiful. And I have others who can help rather than admonish me for my behavior. It's exhilarating, although I'm worried that I'm losing sight of my ambitions, as if I'm not trying hard anymore to pursue things that I want to be great at-like drawing, piano, etc. It's a little unsettling.

chibi_plum October 23 2008, 17:59:41 UTC

For a long time, you were just a talented person that I knew on my f-list. I'm very happy that I stumbled across that entry where you poured your heart out, but linked it. It touched me and I'm glad it got us talking about ourselves... so that we have actually become friends. :)

You have no idea how happy I am to hear that you feel beautiful and that you have literally transformed. I remember telling you a similar story of my own during our chatting, and it's wonderful to be apart of that metamorphosis as your friend. I think you have matured a lot.

You should always make time for the things you love... no matter how busy you are. I really hope you find time to fit those special things in your schedule. Ahem... *coughs*shikito*coughs*.

anonymous October 23 2008, 18:41:51 UTC

I want to know you better, because we live so far apart that we only see each other in passing. But,honestly, those moments are some of the best I've had at a con. It helps when I know that there are still people my age able to enjoy the festivities and not be negative, cynical bitches about it all. I've become more and more "eh" about conventions the past few years, but you and Chris give a new fresh outlook on everything, and that makes the whole experience 100x better.

Sometimes I'm not sure if I'm annoying you, so I won't talk to you or anything if I see you online or something, but I hope that you know that I'm not the only one who you've really affected in a positive way.

chibi_plum October 23 2008, 19:04:49 UTC

Hmmm, I'm not sure who this is. But, I can guarantee you that if you have my screen name, you are not someone that would annoy me. A lot of times I'm online via my cell, so it's difficult to have a coherent conversation that way. I'm sorry if I ever gave you that impression. I'm always slow to respond because I'm normally online while at work. :)

It really warms my heart that someone believes I've had a positive effect on his or her life. :) Thank you so much for responding to this. Cons have really helped me understand myself better, and friendships in general. I'm very happy to have you in my life (even if I don't know who this is). XD

anonymous October 28 2008, 21:54:48 UTC

I'm kind of glad that you don' tknow who this is because I have a really hard time with...feelings. Ha. I'm pretty out there and expressive when I'm around you and people I consider friends, but I've realized more as I've gotten older that I don't hug people like I used to and I feel lonlier when I'm with a group of people as opposed to being by myself. Feelings are...very hard for me to talk about. I think that you have an ability to see above the bullshit and wax poetic on the more substantial things, and leave yourself open, which can be a good thing or a bad thing. I think that your openness allows you to connect with more people and to be easily trusted. I also think, though, that some of your unhappiness (which you've mentioned in passing before) comes from missing out on ONE real connection between yourself and someone else (not Chris) that I think you'd much rather have instead of a billion peeps you know at cons that you holla at ( ... )

chibi_plum October 28 2008, 23:17:24 UTC

I think I know who this is now. But, even without a face to go with your comments, I think I'm pretty similar about expressing my personal feelings to others. I'm a different person inside than I express on this journal... because most of the things I talk about are pretty superficial. It's very rare that I have the courage to expose myself to others, especially in writing. Writing allows you to think it out before it's released to the world... and in controlled environments such as that, I have a difficult time sharing myself with others ( ... )