No matter how hard you try, white and black will always make grey; be it a deep and sinister charcoal or an pale overcast, white and black will always be grey ( Read more... )

A mixture of nostalgia and curiosity ripped through me when I decided to flip through my old livejournal ( Read more... )

Because he doesn't know what he wants, I had to be hurt.
I didn't see this coming and I don't know how to deal with it. I feel so used, so tormented, as if everything that he did was some game I had to play. His personality is so flirtatious he can't settle down. It makes me angry whenever i think about it. I want to hate him, so much. I slapped ( Read more... )

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oh so it's been several. SEVERAL months since I've last updated partially because I find blogging to be trivial and kind of melodramatic (no offense to those of you that do). Too much has happened, I'm going to Tech (w00t w00t) as an Industrial Designer. I've made several attempts at stopping my angsty teenage adventures but at heart I will always ( Read more... )

( goodbye two-thousand seven )

to the collegeboard, to the deans of colleges, counselors, teachers, and even sometimes my parents...

I am a number. I am anywhere between 1-600, 100-2400, 1-34, 1-100. I am a number on a sheet of paper and it defines me.

I have been stripped of my three dimensional qualities, my talents, my emotions and have been left with reasoning skills, ( Read more... )

i wish.

( [insert something sentimental here] )

Yesterday I was kidnapped from my house.

I was asleep and received a call at 10:23 pm from Jordan ( Read more... )