I try.
And I try so damn hard.

And I feel like all my efforts fall short.
You don't seem to appriciate them.

You just keep turning me down.
And what can I say to that?

Other than; it breaks my heart.

...I'm exhausted.

Sometimes I can't help it ( Read more... )

*le sigh ( Read more... )

Even though today was long as hell, it was almost completely uneventful ( Read more... )

Because I know I'll never be as good as I wish I was.

So ( Read more... )

I cried.
I cried pretty hard, too.

And I got a HUGE slap in the face with reality.

..I'm scared.

You're not fair ( Read more... )

Here's the score ( Read more... )

I hope this gets a whole helluva lot easier.
But I don't think it will.

Maybe it'll have a more numbed feeling to it,
but it won't be any easier ( Read more... )