Doesn't surprise me.
WHORE.

anyway.
I just realized.
I'm not very happy.

I want to be happy.
WTF?!
WHY AREN'T I HAPPY?!?!!?!?!?!!!?

whatever.
this is gay.

you're gay, too.

I feel so detached from everything ( Read more... )

Today was pretty un-eventful ( Read more... )

Doesn't seem like it.
But I'm sure there is.

FUCKING TAXES.

I wish I could just write it all in here.
Cos it's more comfortable to write in here.
It can be lax and casual.

But if you want something to be done about it.
Or at least even have the HOPE of something getting done..

It's gotta be formal.
And go to the proper authorities.

Tomorrow I have a job interview ( Read more... )

How dare you expect a hot meal as soon as you walk through the fucking door.

You can't wait a couple minutes?
So you can sit down and enjoy some time with your family?

fuck that.and fuck you for not wanting that ( Read more... )

I need to scream.

You ever want to just get away from it all?
And you can picture yourself in the middle of a field.
Or in some woods.

And you're just screaming.
To let it all out.

But as soon as you're done.
You quickly glance around to make sure no one saw you?

That way no one will know you lost control.

if only I could gain some

Does anyone else get the feeling that they're falling behind?
Cos I know I feel that way.

Nothing too serious, yet.
It's just the small things.
Like.

Senior Pictures.
I still have to schedule those.

Colleges.
I know I still have some time, but it's best to get a head-start.

Vacation.I've got less than 2 weeks and I'm outta here ( Read more... )

how come it seems like.
when you try to do the right thing.
you always end up getting kick in the butt for it??

i don't know if i'm so bitter cos i really care.
or if it's just my recent amount of lack of sleep.

slept from 11 til 2.
then from 7:30 til 10.

Pretty shitty.
Needless to say.

But HOLY HELL.
i am bitter.

I'm in trouble.
Report cards came, today.

I did fine, GPA is over 3.2
Not terrible, but not great.
It's decent.

Thing is, though.
I didn't even try.
Imagine what I could have done.
Had I tried.I could have done alot better, that's for sure ( Read more... )