fucking seriously! calvin pisses me off so damn much! this is like shit that happends on the tv, not in real life ( Read more... )

guys are fucking stupid. and its not even the guys im trying to deal with, guys that are just my friends are all the fucking sudden trying to figure out what this crazy world means. darryl. what the fuck? i get this message from him about not being able to come over because it would make my boyfriend mad and he doesnt want that, because of what he ( Read more... )

im pretty on top of shit. i think ill stay after a little bit tomorrow to rewrite one of my essays for 400. i can start getting my classes together. i want to do an internship, i hope i can get it. but ill be in 16-19 credits. fun times ( Read more... )

i just got surveyed about tampons and tv! i started to laugh when she asked how many hours of tv i ask after she asked what kind of tampons do i use. she laughed a little too. :D

and i didnt. but i can see where i thinks im being unfair. but really, im going to come home to him. im not seeing anyone right now, so what i do is my own business and if you want to torture yourself then have at it, im not going to lie. so after about five collective hours of talking calvin and i have figured out that when i come home we will ( Read more... )

somebody tell me what to write an essay on! i have nothing in my life that i find interesting enough to write a five page essay on that will have a point and be good, to show that i have changed as a person. fuck.

so, the birthday present listing ( Read more... )

okay. so starting from wednesday night. calvin was freaking out about what we were supposed to be, so we desided to date and tell people we were dating but still we could go out with other people, and the furthest to go is making out. fine. thrusday, stallar came to school with me. we saw calvin and made plans for all of us to go out to eat. so we ( Read more... )

so i was supposed to go to calvins for a good night last night, you know what im talking about ;). but he called me and was like "what are you doing?" i said at my dads and hes like "well my grandma is in the hospital, so im not going to hang out tonight." well yeah. hes so upset and it sucks. this morning i caught in and gave him big hugs. he ( Read more... )

fuck, gladiator is the shit. i love this movie