so, now that ive told everyone who needed to know by phone... last night i had sex with calvin. or this morning, which ever way you feel like defining time. so we were just the two of us at about 2:30 am. we laid down and kissed, then talked about what we were going to do about us and what we were. this time it wasnt bad because im done tripping. ( Read more... )

hopefully this little mishap hasnt fucked me over as much i think it has

i really should be paying attention to my exericse but i dont care so much, i have my third story idea. and something that i was thinking about (these fucking keyboards suck becaue they're used so often the button stick so you have to press really hard for fear of lossing a letter) was that having all my stories done a month and a half before the ( Read more... )

so i was the one being weird about it on monday. i wasnt raving crazy or anything, but i thought i noticed something, calvin didnt. so he curled up his arms to his chest and said "oh! youre being a girl! yay!" i told him to shut the fuck up or ill kill him. so last night i wanted to go see across the universe. didnt go because nobody wanted to go. ( Read more... )

so yesturday was weird and good and fun all at the same time. going to jamies friends house was fun, lots of halo 3 and you cant go bad on that. then we left, i went to calvins house and typed out my essay, which ill do for the other one too, those fucking things. and i ended up staying the night. we both didnt fall asleep till about 5 in the ( Read more... )

fucking still cant get the printer up. whihc is stupid because it worked before i had to restart the computer. bla. well my homework is going to be done by tonight. im the shit. last night i fell asleep at about 10:30. i work up at 2:30 and didn't go back to bed till 5:30. i woke back up at 7 to get take care of sarahs animals. fell asleep at about ( Read more... )

i just need something to do besides write this essay about my dad. im at school and im getting all teary eyed. jesus.

hey, so cause nothing is going on with firefish im thinking about not paying for the website anymore, or the business. so i dont know if you guys both feel this way too but i think until we are really ready (when ever that is) then we can do it all over again. but im ready to put all the "paying for stuff" on hold.

whatever. i come home so i can get a book from the local library and just like the last book it isnt there. so i got to wnc to do pottery, i wasnt motivated so i just came home to sit on my ass for an hour. (i told myself i was going to get all kinds of shit done being home tonight, i havent started yet.) so the book is at wnc but i dont have my ( Read more... )

so i wrote a story about my car and how it froze and how calvin had to come and help me. i added a lot of stuff that didnt happen to make a story out of it. it took me about tow hours to write, its only 7 pages but full of dialogue. i was ready for any suggestions about it because i didnt have a character change, i didnt know if the love story ( Read more... )