No matter how much I try. I keep getting depressed, and pissed off at the fact that I'm depressed ( Read more... )

This past few weeks have been hella hectic. There's no way around that ( Read more... )

Part one so it makes more sense

T (9:32:23 PM): Shaddap.

trythisoutchiki (9:32:26 PM): welp at least you can't see me typing

T (9:32:39 PM): Oh, you blocked it finally?

trythisoutchiki (9:33:02 PM): yes XI i got tired of not knowing who was typing so why let them see me typing

T (9:33:49 PM): Well good for ya

trythisoutchiki (9:34:24 PM): so much ( Read more... )

I got messaged by him first so I was all kinds of happy. And I had thought we were having a normal conversation. Clearly I missed something. And I'm so damn upset I can't even think straight. What the hell did I do wrong? Someone please point it out to me so I can avoid doing it again.

T (9:09:37 PM): You'll never get to bed at 11 :p

trythisoutchiki ( Read more... )

Got a call this morning at 9. From the GenCon rooming peoples, telling me they are on it, and trying to take care of it. Haven't heard from Holiday Inn. Probably cause they don't wish to deal with me. =_= I'm so damn tired.

And to top it off the sink is overflowing and no one wants to help me fix it. Of course this happened while I was doing laundry. So now there's a sink full of dishes, a whole load of wet laundry, and a mess in the kitchen. And no one wants to help. Thanks a fucking bunch Dad, Mom, Elisha, it's really fucking appreciated.

So I went to GenCon. I won't bother with the goings on of it all. It was both good and bad for me, enough about that. Originally I had put a room on a hold. I canceled the room reserve. Got charge the 50 for canceling. And thought everything was all well and good. Come Friday however I discovered I had over draft fees when I know I shouldn't have. ( Read more... )

So I get to work, only to be watched by Patches. One of the quality team peoples. So my mind went blank for a bit. Thankfully I did all the morning calibrations without a hitch. X3 Sadly,  Scott didn't show up on time. So I ended up trying to pack, and keep the window up. From 8am to 11am. Fun stuffs ( Read more... )

I got the loan. It was for 200 bucks. Which is just enough to cover my mom's loan. And I only have to pay back an extra 30 bucks and considering the hours I'm getting the following weeks. I can definitely pay it back with my next check. And things should be in order by then. X3

I had to leave work early to get it taken care of. But the point is I ( Read more... )

Welp everything seems to be coming down on my head. If only mentally.
I just realized that tomorrow is Kati's birthday. Which definitely doesn't help my oh so fantastic mood.
I got a statement from my bank today informing me they are taking 380 out of my already short check. And it seems I really didn't fully consider the mental anguish I would ( Read more... )