I was going to post but listening to w-inds on a very loud volumne while dancing around the house is much more fun....

It was the last day of April, exaclly a month since my birthday *is not thinking of how old I am after a month*, me and Gilad meet up for a morning coffee sice we weren't together the day before (..and we're both obsessed freaks who can't stand a day without the other). He said he'll make it up to me and so he did. Oh, so much more, so much-much ( Read more... )

(gods, I need a dictionary...)Been sick this whole week. Although being sick is considered a negative thing, I can't help but being very, very, grateful for the week-off it gave me. It's not that bad. I mean, sometimes I get fever or I start coughing but almost throwing up my lungs is a small price to pay for a little bit peace. From work [work, ha ( Read more... )

Just realized I have no future.
I can't handle anymore the shit that the army throws at me.
Probably having a job is not much better. Still slavery.
I'll never be able to do the things I want.
No family for me, no thanks. And I mean it. I'd rather die! >I've had enough!!!!! I just entered my room and started crying cause I haven't been there at ( Read more... )

Gee, now they made a little group of their own. How cute... Now it's good for them but I feel left out no matter how I try to think about it. I'd just be lying to myself if I said I didn't. Some people just don't get that it's not my fucken fault that I'm stuck in the army while they go and have all the fun. And I started answering every call I get ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of everything that even if I have time I don't want to do ANYTHING. Not even sleep. I just whine, this may be true. I AM happy right now. But the army had finally gotten to me. Damn! I hate it! I'm sick of reading all that shit. It's not even intersting anymore. I need a vacation. A month's worth of a vacation. Of doing NOTHING ( Read more... )

This time reporting from Ashkelon!!! Since they have the internet I finally have something to save me from that devilish TV. This way, I even get to actually communicate with my grandparents. I love them, they're the best ( Read more... )

First time I update from Gilad's house. Yay for me. I'm sure I'm not the only one that's tired of seeing the same gloomy entry each time I visit my LJ. I'm sorry if it hurt you people but I was in kind of a bad shape that day ( Read more... )

It's already dark outside. It means the day is almost over and that the next few [well depends on when I get sleepy] hours is all I have until it's back at IDF again. Not that I complain [... that's exactly what I do...] but still I wish I had a few more days/weeks like this. The hard work haven't even began yet and look at me, what is going to ( Read more... )

A little-by-little it seems that things are finally at the course of working out. My boyfriend is alive, I got trasferred to DB and I'm in Modi'in. I took a vacation especially to come here since I wasn't at home for the last 2 weeks. Never again. I shouldn't be away that long. Ever.
I almost fell of my chair when I saw the training program my new ( Read more... )