I really hate feeling lonely sometimes. And it's getting to be that way again. I really hate talking on the net because I find guys who I'm really attracted to but there's nothing that will ever pass between us. And it really upsets me to have to realize that....but it's better that I do and just get it over with ( Read more... )

Spork and I are trading artistic services. I <3 her so ( Read more... )

Is it ok to feel like you're being ass-raped by the people supplying your drugs ( Read more... )

fetalstar is going to die for Chihuahua.

It.
Won't.
Stop.

Aaahh, the last week has been bliss. I'm loosing weight, I'm feeling great, and I've been rather productive. Let's see...I have several things I've been working on for eBay sells, most of which are all brand new. I'm still doing the cosplay items as before, but now I'm selling fleece hats. Ya know Genki Gang? It's like that, but according to fetalstar ( Read more... )

Well! Had my doctor's appt. today. Couldn't be happier! And I'm officially (so far) being put on a brand new to the market little miracle drug called Cymbalta. *licks the bottle* This is the first thing out on 10 years as far as SSRIs are concerned and it's doing really well. It's three months old and so far is second on recommendation, ( Read more... )

I now officially loathe all things Robbie Ducky ( Read more... )

After further thinking (and some crying) over current situation, I've come to a bit of a conclusion. Well, not really a conclusion, but the best way to describe it with my brain half asleep. I'm living with Barbara and Mike for a reason (healthier mindset?). I have no car for a reason (patience? understanding?). I have a crappy relationship ( Read more... )

I thought all this bullshit was over....but apparently I'm wrong and it's never going to end.

With life, the universe, and everything. Thank you Douglas Adams.

I'm gonna try to write in this a bit more to prove I really am alive. Or so they tell me ( Read more... )