“A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a ( Read more... )

five million photos, four hundred miles, three moves, two surgeries, one life.

This bump on my head is freaking me out. I'm leaving it, hoping it's nothing.

It has been a long time since I have posted anything. I have had two brain surgeries in just under 1 year. I thought it was over the first time, but unfortunately I had to go back under the knife. They went through the same bifrontal incision, ear to ear. My original surgery date was August 11..but I ended up being too sick to go under anesthesia, ( Read more... )

my lame attempt at comforting my dad by hugging him while he is weeping on my bedroom floor..isn't something i ever expected to have to do. i mean, i would expect necessary consolation in the event of a spouse/child/relative dying..but for these particular reasons i guess it is just awkward fo me.

it has officially been 17 days since the surgery. unfortunately there have been some pretty bad days..actually some of the worst days of my life...but i'm just glad that they're over. hopefully i get to move on from this experience and know that there was a purpose for it.

pray that there was a purpose for it all.

I had two appointments today at City of Hope.

Dr. Benham Badie, M.D. 
Director, Department of Neurosurgery. 
Director, Brain Tumor Program

Dr. Ellie Maghami, M.D.
Section Head, Head & Neck, Otolaryngology
Department of General Oncologic Surgery

I also met with Roger Harthrong, N.P. who will be coordinating everything at City of Hope for me.

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If I love you, you can have everything. You can have my time, my devotion, my ass, my money, my family, my dog, my dog's money, my dog's time -- everything. If I love you, I will carry for you all your pain, I will assume for you all your debts (in every definition of the word), I will protect you from your own insecurity, I will project upon you ( Read more... )