you're the getaway car.

it didn't suck. it was amazing. until i realized that what i was doing wasn't what i wanted at all. i'm not that type of person. i've never been that type of person. i couldn't help but feel awkward when it was over. i didn't hate what happened, i hated the atmosphere and physical state it happened in. it made me feel so many things. secondhand.

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Well, girl sometimes i feel just like a boy
Put here on this earth for you to toy around with
Like matchbox cars you buy and burn in your backyard
Like monsters underneath your bed you ain't afraid of yet
But you let me in
And i feel alright
Yeah, i feel alright
The late night girls are anxious
And they're coming out to play
And i've been stranded on their ( Read more... )

I'm  not entirely sure what to make of the information that I received so early this morning. It is incredibly mind boggling. I'm afraid for this person. I don't know what I would do if anything happened to him/her. 
Please.

there are 3 things that i can think of that would completely remedy this hole.

I'm in love with USF.

this point in my life will never be forgotten. at a time where i truly need my friends the most, they're not here. i'm not bitter, just sad. yes, i am aware that i am not the only one who has problems. but i would expect just a little bit more from my so called friends. if any of you even read this, i would appreciate absolutely any form of ( Read more... )

this day is going by too slowly.

     It’s…12:30, and while this letter may be in vain, and have no affect on how you feel, it would be wrong for me as a friend to simply stand idle and let one of the few relationships I care about go to waste. You’re upset with me, that much is clear. However why did you wait until the day before I leave to tell me just how badly I’ve hurt you? ( Read more... )

So much has happened in the last three months, my body is completely drained physically and emotionally ( Read more... )