So...things in the life of ME...quit my job...new job at the GS camp with Andrea yay for that! Power is being kinda weird so not much time...i feel so meaningless without a job...or at least something to do. Ryan's comming over tomorrow...should be nice...meh, i've nothing more to talk about nighty~M

So...anyone looking for a roommie in a virtually free environment? i want to move out so bad...and yet i don't...i love my mom and dad...they're just driving me nuts right now...and i them. And i'm having issues with myself right now...crying my eyes out as i type this...this fucking sucks...i'm going to bed...maybe i'll feel better in the am... ( Read more... )

Just feel like updating...it's like 2am...and i don't know why but i'm not tired... found this thingy in ryans profile so...well, i'm gonna do it
1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
Chica_Asombrosa 2.) Eliminate the asterisks ( Read more... )

Omg i'm so tired...prom was fucking awesome! i love ryan so much! my ears hurt really bad cuz i was just stupid and put peroxide on them cuz they're not healing rite...stupid me for getting them pierced. But yea, back to prom...we had so much fun, ryan got a lil mad that i wouldn't look him in the eye...but thats ok...soon he'll realize why. he's ( Read more... )

So, tonight went to Camp Pioneer with Nicole, Ken, and Phil. Nicole and i caught up and we had fun and Ken's kinda weird and whatever. But Phil and i...well, lets just say that even tho no one actually reads my journal, i'm going to be erasing a bit because in all honesty, Phil and i had an AWESOME time tonight. and although i'm not totally ga ga ( Read more... )

so ryan finally emailed me today...good thing...thought i was going to go nuts. i don't understand why things have to be so bad for us...i just don't. anyway, val came over today...that was fun...adam came over this evening...kinda boring. Proms comming up next weekend...hope it's gonna be awesome. i just really hope i fit in...cuz i know all of ( Read more... )

So today was ok...still didn't really "talk" to ryan...movies with jake and andrea were ok tho...kinda tired...night!
i love u

Soo yea...Ryan wasn't at church...spent the whole day so far crying my fucking eyes out. Why?!?!?! What the fuck is wrong with his parents?! I don't really hate...i think hate is a strong word. I hate is parents. I literally hate Sandy and Mr.Galligan. I'd be ashamed to ever be their daughter-in-law. Granted that won't happen (if it ever does) for ( Read more... )

So yea...got home from work a few mins ago...i smell like ice cream...and i'm all sticky...and my feet hurt. But thats ok. I was thiking about my entry from yesterday last nite...i realize that there is a potential that ryan could get very freaked out by how much i said i love him...and he may distance himself from me because he's afraid of the ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore. This thing with Melissa (my God sister) runnin away with dave is really taking atoll on me and my whole family. my aunt is falling apart. she calls mom crying to the point where mom can't even understand her. And this whole mess with Ryan is just sucky. He's upset, i'm upset. i don't get his parents obsession with ( Read more... )