Ok, I've been super neglectful lately and I'm very sorry. The new job is totally kicking my ass but I absolutely love it!!! I feel so overwhelmed but I don't care 'cause every moment I'm at work I feel like I'm accomplishing something. Well, except when i'm at meetings or doing shit on the internet like this. i really need to get my head out of my ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm in this deep thinking mood and I'm contemplating about what makes a person genuine. This train of thought came about while I was preparing to bitch someone out (not really out loud so (s)he would hear, but in my head - we all know I'm not that courageous anymore) for trying too hard to be "cool", "trendy" "alternative" or whatever. But ( Read more... )

I GOT THE JOB AT WEST MICHIGAN COMMUNITY MENTAL HEALTH!!!!!!!!!!YEA!~!~!~!~!~!

Thanks to all of you for listening to me rant about this forever and for all your support and prayers!! I feel like I won an Oscar, I'm so happy!

Ok, so I was gonna try and update this eveyday, but alas, I haven't. However, do any of you really want to read my babbling and rambling everyday? Probably not. See so i'm like doing a public service or something by not writing everyday (yea, concious cleared ( Read more... )

Ok, things are unusually busy right now so I haven't been able to update my journal. However, a certain person keeps leaving me nasty posts (even though she didn't update her lj for like two weeks over winter break, anyway), so I thought I'd at least drop a quick note. Work sucks, life's great, on weight watchers again, two job prospects in the air ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday!! Happy Birthday to me!!!

Wooohoooo!

Chris and I finally finished decorating our Christmas tree last night. It stood in the middle of the living room completely naked for two days, but now it is beautiful and ready for the cats to tear it apart. Woohoo, happy holidays ( Read more... )

Man, I'm still tired from going to Karaoke on Sunday. I hope Jacquie had a great time because she was so looking forward to it!! I was in a tired/pissy mood so I hope I didn't ruin anyone's time. Chris and I had baked cookies for like 5 hours that morning with all of the women in his family and by the time we went to Karaoke I was drained. We only ( Read more... )

All week I keeping thinking and feeling like everyday is Friday, but then I realize it's not and get sad. It's a bad sign when you keep hoping for Friday and it's only Monday or Tuesday. I need a new job!! Actually, I probably just need to concentrate harder on my job and then I might feel more fulfilled, blah, blah, blah, yea right! Sometimes, I'm ( Read more... )

Ok, I have either got to get more sleep or drink more caffine at work because I just can't stay awake anymore!! I used to live perfectly fine on six hours of sleep a night, but now I can't function on less than eight. I think this is a sign that I'm getting old!! Maybe it's just the time of the year. When winter comes I always feel like hibernating ( Read more... )