That's all I seem to be doing lately and I can't stand it!! I'm a control freak and I NEED to be able to get the things done that I think need to be done! I can't stand it when something is beyond my control. One thing out of my control is trying to get knocked up. It's way harder than I thought it would be and I have to make even more lifestyle ( Read more... )

Thank you all for all your kind words and support for our baby dancing efforts!!! I really appreciate it. I sometimes worry about whether I should have children because we all know I'm crazy but it makes me happy to know that you all have faith in Chris and I! I love you! I meant to say this to you all a lot earlier but that would have required ( Read more... )

trying to get knocked up. Yep, Chris has finally agreed to impregnate me :) Hurray! We were going to keep it a secret, but you all know I have a big mouth and get obsessive when I want something badly so I couldn't keep it quiet. There reason I should have kept it quiet (other than it's personal and some people may not want to hear about what's ( Read more... )

I was suppose to update the checkbook a few days ago and now I can't find it. I hope Chris has it. Hmmm. I think Chris and I have to make a chore chart because I am too neglectful to complete my chores. When Chris lost his job and before he went back to school, he took care of everything: bills, chores my dad didn't do, meal planning, cooking, etc ( Read more... )

Things are going well. Marge just had her open house for graduation today. It was fun! Jax brought an ice cream cake, thank you Jax, I love you :) Chris is away for the weekend at school and I just finished reading a really moving book about how the power of a woman's religion helped her heal from abuse and destructive self-criticism and I'm ( Read more... )

I am sick of this bullshit. While I love Chris' Aunt (she's family and routinely remembers my name so that's a plus) she decided to tell us this weekend at his cousin's open house that we should be ashamed to have gained all the weight back that we lost and we should really start loosing again. WTF!!!! Why is it that people think fat people want ( Read more... )

Yep, it's probably true. I played the game for most of the afternoon (at least 3 or 4 hours) (had a half day today 'cause I have to work on Monday) but I also vacuumed the car (Goldmember) and made dinner so maybe that makes me a functional addict? I'm pretty sure I'm gonna stay addicted tho'. It's a great way to calm baby urges 'cause I get to ( Read more... )

All I want to do lately is eat lots of soft serve ice cream with cookie dough, carmel, fudge and pecans in it. mmmm. I can't tho' because I need to loose weight. I have decided to start walking with my Aunt. Hopefully that will help. I figure while my mouth is getting a workout chatting I might as well give my ass a work out too. I also really want ( Read more... )

I really need to go to sleep now but I don't want to. It's like the book "The Monster at the End of the Book" just like poor Grover I don't want to face it. Tomorrow is paperwork, all day, until nighttime. I have a report and cases to get caught up on. I have to do this while dealing with my boss listening to Dr. Laura Schlesinger (every damn ( Read more... )

Right now the only thing my brain is doing is singing that song over and over again. Maybe because I'm so poor that my brain is taking a holiday to pretend it's rich. Man if I was rich then I would definitely buy a house big enough for my father to have his own wing. I need to be able to have sex in my house!!!! I'm a grown woman for pete's sake ( Read more... )