I havent written in this thing since May 9th!  Do people still do these?  The reason i stopped is cause at the end of the school year i was troubled & i felt ignored & in my may 9th journal i wrote, quote "I feel like when i talk, people listen with their ears, not their hearts" end quote.  & no one even commented on that, so i didnt figure ( Read more... )

i feel like when i talk, people listen with their ears, not their hearts

definately drove BY MYSELF for lk...3 hours today! driving is soo much fun, its prolly one of my fav. things. didnt really do much, met some ppl at subway to eat, some some ppl at the boxing gym, went tanning, went to the game but you have to pay so i said "FUCK THAT SHIT" turned my music up real loud & busted outta that place ( Read more... )

FUCK THIS SHIT

hey there!  havent really written in a while...

well...mark smith asked me to prom, i'm still deciding if i should go or not.  The weekend before, i'm going back to Chicago to go to prom with all my friends.  & i'd rather go to the prom at my old school, then the prom here in Grant County, this year at least.

i am so far behind in my school work ( Read more... )

hey kids....

its lk 4:30 in the am & i am definately NOT going to bed tonight

i'm gonna try to sum up my weekend as short as i can, but you know me...

well chicago was..well awesome as usual.  we got to the airport, met up with some other family that flew in, and to our suprise, my sisters fiance's dad had ordered us a limo to take us from the ( Read more... )

Wud up mutha fuckin P-I-M-P...s

i had a great day!  i woke up w/ a headache, which ya know is always a great way to start out a day...pfft.  but it actually wasnt bad, school was the usual, but i was in a great mood.  i love days like that.

the only thing that is really on my mind that kindda brings me down now & then...is my body.  sometimes i ( Read more... )

so once again, my plans for last night were totally off.

we ate dinner then went on a boat ride around the lake and island. when we came in i started on the dishes, and when i was done i was gonna lay down with my mom and aunt to watch a movie.  well my favorite cousin in the WORLD calls while i'm doin dishes and tells me there are no gates at ( Read more... )

wow was i way off for last nights plans or what ( Read more... )

FUCK THAT SHIT!  man i just typed up one of these bad boys and i fucking lost it. AGH!

well i didnt lay out today for a very good reason, yesterday i FRIED MYSELF...i mean, literally.  i was laying out on one of those mats in the pool, and i was laying on my tummy right, to get as much sun on my back as SPF 30 would allow...so i'm tanning and i ( Read more... )