Wow. it seems like it must be much harder to join an lj community than it used to be. It seems like there were a million rules on the one community I looked at tonight. I want to start writing, but I need help and inspiration. I was just looking for that. I don't want to be bombarded with rules for that. I guess I will continue trying to ( Read more... )

A phone call? Really? A fucking phone call. I guess it’s no better than my drunken angry texts at 6am, but wow. It was like having a phone interview with someone you slept with and then them telling you that there isn’t currently a position available, but they “had fun with you”. I don’t really know how to describe the feeling of loneliness ( Read more... )

I guess it gets better everyday, but then again it really doesn't ( Read more... )

Down to 108 pounds.. so at 5'3 that makes my bmi 19.1.  Tolerable I suppose.  Way better than it was.  It amazes me how I'd been doing so well for such a long time, at a healthy, totally average weight of 125.  How quickly I lost that weight!  I am now sliding out of my size 2 skinny jeans.  This is a feeling I haven't had in oh so long, and I love ( Read more... )

I'm back. Tried to eat for the first time in 3 days, but just ended up purging after hardly eating. Didn't rly choose it.. it just sort of happened, but I don't have the energy to fight it off now. Broke up w jeremy on sun.. prob a bad decision.. idk. I miss him.

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 I'm such a fucking procrastinator.. I need to pack for Florida like NOW lol

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ok.. so my  friend AJ's cousin is a really awesome tattoo artist.. if you have me as a friend on myspace you can go there and he's Custom Tattoos.. not on my top friends but still.. he lives in California.. but he's coming to Indy in December sometime so i'm going to save some $$$ from my new job to get me a new tattoo!!  yay! seriously.. i'm soooo ( Read more... )