sobbing and sobbing and sobbing, i'm just abouttt 264926% convinced that this IS a sad story - oh, just out of curiosity, what was in that last package that was delivered to byunbaek's?
oh wow that's a large statistic! and ok yes, after rereading it i've kind of realised that, despite my attempt at making it into a somewhat happy ending, it's still pretty sad orz. i just think that's it maybe a bit happier than the summary implies? ok no who am i kidding how can i fic in which happy virus chanyeol dies be happy lmao. the package, umm, weeell, i only added it in so that there would be a reason for someone to knock on baekhyun's door haha. no emotional last gift from chanyeol to baekhyun or anything. it's probably baekhyun's latest order of eyeliner!
(cries thank you ;u; pls take my gratitude for your kind words and some tissues for your sobs)
anon-nim mianhaaaaaae >_< i felt the ending was sort of happy when i wrote it but i guess not? aha i'm sorry if i misled you! /gives you some.. paracetamol?
ahh it feels like i can't stop apologising for this fic lmao i'm sorry. that author's note was probably the worst decision (but i really didn't think anyone would take it so seriously and then there was the character death tag!!) but i appreciate that not everyone reads tags and they don't even show up on mobile devices so yeah, completely my mistake, i'm sorry.
sobs if you cry every time chanyeol calls baekhyun 'baekhyun' then i think we're going to have a problem!!
just gonna end this reply with some more apologies tbh ((and waah i'm so honoured you think it's well-written! that's a relief actually since it's the only thing i've written and posted straight-away without editing and i was kind of worried about the flow of it and stuff))
if it makes you feel better, i'm sure baekhyun tells chanyeol he loves him every single day, first thing in the morning and last thing at night too! ^___^
I'm usually always happy and when i'm not happy i'm like an emotionless stone....but this made my eyes teary OMG (and like seriously, that's reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaally special ouo) the only fic I ever cried at was absolute chanyeol because, who can not cry at this?? omg....blabbering senseless shit sorry OTL anyways, what I tried to say was that this is just FUCKING AWESOME AND I LUV U SO MUCH FOR WRITING THIS AND OMFG IT'S SO HAPPY (not really but compared to other stuff...it's all rainbows an unicorns lol) AND SAD AND /dead (chanyeol's too O_O...not a good joke OTL)
/hiding because of really embarrassing comment orz
asdfg wow i feel very accomplished in that case! i like making people cry haha (ahh that sounds so evil but yeah), i think it takes more to make people feel sadness through writing than it does to make them laugh/happy so it makes me happy when i manage to get people to cry ok gonna stop before i sound too crazy.
sobs your comment is so naiseu, don't hide! /pulls you out from hiding place. you are awesome and i love you so much for reading it!! (and i'm glad you saw the happy moments haa i was beginning to think i forgot to put any in!)
crying at the dead chanyeol reference lmao baekhyun would kill you if he heard...
okay..i know that..it really makes you feel good if you make people cry lol (like with fics....i don't mean like to insult them so much that they cry O_O)
IT IS FOUR IN THE MORNING AND I AM BAWLING MY EYES OUT AND MY PILLOW IS COVERED IN SNOT AND TEARS ALKSJDFASDKJF
i'm crying. i hope you're happy.
don't take it the wrong way but this fic actually reminded me of another fic i read months ago (FIX YOU by daisychains555) and i had the exact same reaction after reading it. this is so good and everything hurts author-nim let me cry on your shoulder aklsdjfhaskldjf i hate you so much (okay no not really) I LOVE YOU YOU CAN TAKE MY HEART (give it to chanyeol so he'd get to hear baekhyun's I LOVE YOU) T_____________________________T
hiiii, first of all thanks for reading! and haha i think it's only slightly angsty, at the end when baekhyun goes insane gets upset over chanyeol's death; the rest of it is all happy right? at least in my eyes it is lol, at first i labelled it as a happy fic haha.
ngl it was my intention to make any readers to cry so i know this is the wrong answer but YES VERY muahaha (i'll give you some tissues though!!)
and after reading your comment i went and read fix you and woah there are so many similarities asdfg. i hadn't read it before though and sobs i wish i hadn't read it now 'cause i'm crying too (well tears are welling up) ugh chanyeol's death is so difficult to read about lmao. i guess now we can cry together on each others' shoulders ;______;
but taking your heart would be painful! wouldn't it be easier to, idk, kill baekhyun or something so he can tell chanyeol over on the other side? lmao double character death that would go down well haha
omg author-nim i don't think i'm deserving for such a long reply omg omg omg ;_____; aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!
first of all, thank YOU so much for writing chanbaek ♥♥♥
uhmmmm... i honestly love to torture myself emotionally with angst fics and what you wrote is very well written i kept thinking about it the whole day, tbh ; ; i usually find it hard to get over a fic that makes me cry omg (there was one fic that made me an emotional mess for a whole month fml)
you know you've done a good job when readers cry over your angst fics :)) two thumbs up for you, author-nim! ♥
and yes... the mental image of a dying chanyeol ........ EVERYTHING HURTS OKAY T___T and NO please you cannot kill BAEKHYUN my heart would explode ;~~~~;
aklsdhfalksdfhaskdfjhds i am so overwhelmed by your reply omg whyyy ;A;
omg you're so cute srsly /squishes/ and you're welcome ofc!! tbh i don't even ship baekyeol that much or at least i didn't but then idk all of a sudden baekyeol feels hit me and now i'm neglecting my fave otp kaisoo for them orz.
haha i know what you mean, i'm the same! sometimes i even go through the character death tag and just read them all :( wow a month is a srsly long time, that fic must've been super-angsty :(((
i don't think i've ever read a fic in which baekhyun dies omg dnw!
thanks so much for all the compliments why are you overwhelmed i should be the overwhelmed one!!!! ♥
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(you're amazing btw ;;)
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(cries thank you ;u; pls take my gratitude for your kind words and some tissues for your sobs)
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my heart is in pain right now
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/gives you some.. paracetamol?
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sobs if you cry every time chanyeol calls baekhyun 'baekhyun' then i think we're going to have a problem!!
just gonna end this reply with some more apologies tbh ((and waah i'm so honoured you think it's well-written! that's a relief actually since it's the only thing i've written and posted straight-away without editing and i was kind of worried about the flow of it and stuff))
if it makes you feel better, i'm sure baekhyun tells chanyeol he loves him every single day, first thing in the morning and last thing at night too! ^___^
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the only fic I ever cried at was absolute chanyeol because, who can not cry at this?? omg....blabbering senseless shit sorry OTL
anyways, what I tried to say was that this is just FUCKING AWESOME AND I LUV U SO MUCH FOR WRITING THIS AND OMFG IT'S SO HAPPY (not really but compared to other stuff...it's all rainbows an unicorns lol) AND SAD AND /dead (chanyeol's too O_O...not a good joke OTL)
/hiding because of really embarrassing comment orz
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sobs your comment is so naiseu, don't hide! /pulls you out from hiding place. you are awesome and i love you so much for reading it!! (and i'm glad you saw the happy moments haa i was beginning to think i forgot to put any in!)
crying at the dead chanyeol reference lmao baekhyun would kill you if he heard...
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NOO BAEKHYUN i'm too young to die lol
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IT IS FOUR IN THE MORNING AND I AM BAWLING MY EYES OUT AND MY PILLOW IS COVERED IN SNOT AND TEARS ALKSJDFASDKJF
i'm crying. i hope you're happy.
don't take it the wrong way but this fic actually reminded me of another fic i read months ago (FIX YOU by daisychains555) and i had the exact same reaction after reading it.
this is so good and everything hurts author-nim let me cry on your shoulder aklsdjfhaskldjf i hate you so much (okay no not really) I LOVE YOU YOU CAN TAKE MY HEART (give it to chanyeol so he'd get to hear baekhyun's I LOVE YOU)
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ngl it was my intention to make any readers to cry so i know this is the wrong answer but YES VERY muahaha (i'll give you some tissues though!!)
and after reading your comment i went and read fix you and woah there are so many similarities asdfg. i hadn't read it before though and sobs i wish i hadn't read it now 'cause i'm crying too (well tears are welling up) ugh chanyeol's death is so difficult to read about lmao. i guess now we can cry together on each others' shoulders ;______;
but taking your heart would be painful! wouldn't it be easier to, idk, kill baekhyun or something so he can tell chanyeol over on the other side? lmao double character death that would go down well haha
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aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!
first of all, thank YOU so much for writing chanbaek ♥♥♥
uhmmmm... i honestly love to torture myself emotionally with angst fics and what you wrote is very well written i kept thinking about it the whole day, tbh ; ; i usually find it hard to get over a fic that makes me cry omg (there was one fic that made me an emotional mess for a whole month fml)
you know you've done a good job when readers cry over your angst fics :))
two thumbs up for you, author-nim! ♥
and yes... the mental image of a dying chanyeol ........ EVERYTHING HURTS OKAY T___T
and NO please you cannot kill BAEKHYUN my heart would explode ;~~~~;
aklsdhfalksdfhaskdfjhds i am so overwhelmed by your reply omg whyyy ;A;
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haha i know what you mean, i'm the same! sometimes i even go through the character death tag and just read them all :( wow a month is a srsly long time, that fic must've been super-angsty :(((
i don't think i've ever read a fic in which baekhyun dies omg dnw!
thanks so much for all the compliments why are you overwhelmed i should be the overwhelmed one!!!! ♥
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