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Chemistry of a Carcrash
So yesterday i got in a BIG accident. I was coming around a corner 10mph faster then i should of been going apparently. and i had just gotten new tires. it felt like i was on ice the entire time. new tires my ass. Well my car did a full 360 and BAM went side to side with the other parked car and i was facing the other way on the street. the air ( Read more... ) -
Literally falling apart
So last nights dream was about my limbs constantly falling off it wasnt bloody but it was sure strange. I was also able to regenerate my limbs so when one fell off immediately one would start growing. we were in a random room. an empty room. white walls. -
Lost.
My dad lost his job.
I feel like i writing a journal from the 1920's
I cant believe this is ACTUALLY happening.
This is sad.
I feel bad for the others in the world to who didnt even start with ANYTHING!
But now. He lost his job and is now job hunting.
My father. Superman. Job hunting -
Jason Lefenfeld?
OK. So last night i had a dream about Jason. I was in a theatre/ auditorium with a bunch of other people. And Jason is there and very nurturing to specifically me. I had this first time crush feeling he sat next to me as we got Notes for the show we were about to or already preformed. As we listened he played with my hands and touched them. There ( Read more... ) -
trying hard
sarah slept over last night. my parents did not like that. they embarresed me in front of sarah although i knew she didnt care what they think they ruined all hope of me getting with sarah for a closer relationship and now i just came back from joseph rehearsal and feel like dying again. love is lost and dead and so now i am off to cry my eyes out. -
LEaving on a jet plane
Today I was being screamed at by my mother. As usuall I dont know how to say it. but i really think im ready to "fly the coop" I dont fit in with my family i never have. The chemistry is not there. I am sorry that i dont have your personality mom but obviously i wasnt "born" to be with you. Im ready but all i need is money ( Read more... ) -
hi.
Well. My mom finally knows about my little "secret". it was awkward and she was not happy. But im happier now that i could get it off of my chest. there is a lot less stress. My arms hurt from getting vaccines. Yall need to come and see Joseph and the technicolored dream coat ( Read more... ) -
Serenade W
So for the past two months i have been enduring Joseph and the AMAZING TECHNICOLORED DREAM COAT i have grown a liking to this girl named serenade. -
SO WE ARNT FRIENDS ANYMORE
One day i had a migraine. Denali called. she thought is was ok that her friend would call me ugly and say i look like a man via her phone. she called back said sorry. but acted like i didnt matter. and thats the problem i have nothing matters to her. She tells me her stories upon stories and i listen to her issues exspecially about dietrich and ( Read more... )