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still need help
I onlky come on here if im extremely happy or fucking depressed. ...this is the only place i a can run away and pour my thoughts on the floor and hope not to be judged. here im sitting with my safety pins and razor cut up bleeding on my blankets and its still not enough. I feel all my problems will never be away because i cant figure my shit out im ( Read more... ) -
Serenade Wainwright
There is this girl. Her name is Sarah. I think i want to spend forever with her. I knowi have a problem keeping people in my life.Sarah is "cool". She is themost amazing person ever! -
Fallen
Last night i had a dream the i went to denali's house and ninja style killed her and no one would ever know... then i woke up at like 4 and found i havd a text message from her telling me not to come to the the walk. the HAWC walk that her and i lead every single fucking year. I w do with her. ent back to sleep and had another dream that i ended up ( Read more... ) -
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I have decided not to step away from here for ever. i have things i need to express here i dont want to on my other blog. I had anim eboston this weekend and found john from last year and it was great that we were able to reconnect :) yes aka i fucked again......... but thats number 6 just so many guys or maybe ive lost count idk.... on the way ( Read more... ) -
GOOD BYE!
I How found that BLOG which is another site just like Livejournal is conjoined with a lot of the sites i use. and are an APP on many websites. So unfortunately i think im saying goodbye to livejournal and introducing myself to this Blogspot....ill put up my link once i make it OH SO MANY GOOD STORIES ON HERE THOUGH :(! -
Ex.
So for those of you who didnt know i had a boyfriend from september to mid november. HE ended up falling in love with me. andi guess i got bored and wanted to see other things. Ever since we broke up he has been trying to get back with me and i rather just be friends! he says its either we go out or we dont talk at all. yes that difficult.I dont ( Read more... ) -
:/ bye bye ethan
ok so a few weeks ago i dumped ethan i have my reasons. clingy ones. and just the age started scaring me. i dont want to date anyone who is younger than my ever again. i guess girls are ok. just guys are supposed to be guys. IDK well now im on my lesbo hunt since i cant help it. wish me luck :P -
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past few days at school have been stupid because people have been fightging and its ruining ppls fun in the lounge. ethan brought his phone to school so i got to call him here and there. im so boreedd -
NEW ACTUALY IMPROVED BOYFREIEND YEAHH!!!
\i met this ethan he was/is denali's i met him couple of months ago...we went the beach this one time and thats when i really noticed how honestly nice he was and he is really cute. a couple months later denali and i went to a party at his place. we ended up having drunk sex and i loved it. i slept over....it was niceee ever since then.. i love my ( Read more... )