all of my closest friend are off and gone. goodbye. if i cant pass my courses this semester i dont think ill be able to live... i wish i could say i am starting this year off with a positive attitude but. i cant. When i was about 7 my grandpa died i remember. and i was just playing in the other room while his funeral was going on. now my moms mom ( Read more... )

i miss you like woh! I wish you werent endurin that crimson flow id trake you home take care of you from head to toe. down on my knees a servent to any need baby i aim to please

So much has happened this week. and the week before. this monday i had another seizure i blame it on the docotor. but of course i cant even be honest with myself.I know ive become some type of nympho fucking everything i see. John, Brick(nick), Tim, Eddie.... its gotten really bad really really bad. My right side of my head is completely numb. ( Read more... )

I lost my virginity. In the back of my car. in the woods. on a table. in hamilton. damn.

I had a dream about a billion things some thing i forgot but since it involved Barry my Scottish love i sent it to him ( Read more... )

Last night i had a dream that i think for somereason every teenage girl feels. She wakes up in sometyp of hospital lab and they tell you your pregnant. whenn i "woke" up my mom was by my side with a creepy smile and eveeryone was just so happy. I had an oxygen mask on.and they were just super thrilled. I was having a baby. which isnt possible ( Read more... )

Leave it to my family to fuck up my birthday. I was having a great birthday hanging with the horses and then i got home. I told them i didnt want anything for my birthday and then they fucking decided to stay in for dinner. i'm just really angry and im sitting in the bathroom trying to stay here as long as possible to avoid staying in this fucking ( Read more... )

rockclimbing today the past few days ive spent all my time with jan. im going rockclimbing today.tomorrow is my birthday ...:(

i forgot to mention that jani is visiting. he was the foriegn exchange student i had a long time ago like 10 years ago annnd we went shopping today. today was so epic..

Ships?
Sure I'll sail them,
Show me the boat,
If it'll float,
I'll sail it.

Men?
Yes I'll love them.
If they've got style,
To make me smile,
I'll love them.

Life?
'Course I'll live it.
Just enough breath,
Until my death,
And I'll live it.

Failure?
I'm not ashamed to tell it,
I never learned to spell it.
Not Fai;lure.

- Maya Angelou