So my doctor doubled me meds. which now makes me THE #1 bitch in the world. I hate talking to my mother. i just want to be left a lone. all i think about is my mom and the fued that we hve i wish we could get family counseling. Im seeing Spring Awakening tomorrow with her and not looking forowrd to seeing it- with her ( Read more... )

I hate my new doctor. Dr.Biber. i dont beong in this family! i want to leave so badlyy....

my old enties...and wow. i read them with nick. mr. nicholas galloway. lol. im exausted school tomorrow

I had the weirdest dream last night. But arnt they always. This one included Tim. And Emily who is Denali's friend. Me. A bunch of Random people. Tims Parents. (writing what i remember ( Read more... )

is so gheyyy...

no new news. im depressed. Hormones raging all the time. i hate liifeeeeeeee.

I am soooo tiredddddddddddd. I'm watching walk to remember. I'm sick of these movies. i think im crying at the wrong parts of thi movie.

Im waiting in the lynn campus so far i have seen Richie and David and thats about it. there is is a girl that is on the shuttle that i am on coming down the stairs. I am waiting for the driver of that shuttle to come back so i can take the shuttle over to danvers so i can go to math. woooooooooo. not really. I am. And the animal i wou be is either ( Read more... )

i feel like a creep i'm always checking tim's updates and his facebook. he has a blog and he is talking about all these girls. i know i shouldn't care and i promised him it wouldn't hurt me but i can't help it i feel like i am going insane. On a happier note i guess i like rich again. haha i have so much and too much wrong with me. i am not feeling ( Read more... )

i hate being alone and wondering if someone else is thinking about me. which i know isnt ever true. I got the results about the sleep test. nothing positive. I hate always being in pain. I hate that so much is wrong with me. i feel like im going to die tomorrow. heart and brain and bck problems.... am i not aloud to have an actual relationship ( Read more... )

Sunday i was in the hosputal again and. I had another seizure while i was driving to rehearsal. yes. i was driving and had a seizuer but now my back hurts even more. my mom is making me keep a record of what i eat and shit. so angry. life............