Well lately I have been trying to get a job and make enough money to move out on my own. I got a job at Merry Maids and I now have my own car which is cool. Me and Ryan are still together but recently not in very good terms, which is mostly my fault because of my depression and my anger problems. But besides that I get kind of pissed off at him ( Read more... )

Hey well me and ryan talked and after talking to my dad he helps a lot ya know? Like my father talked to me and said us just breaking up is not the right answer. So me and ryan talked and we came up with something..... He needs time to himself, I need my time.. I need friend time, he needs friend time. We both want to do different things and have ( Read more... )

Hey well lately me and Ryan have been on edge- arguing and everything to that matter, and emotionally I can't take it. I feel sometimes that he uses the things he knows hurts me against me and that shatters my heart ( Read more... )

Well today I go to the door because UPS came and I get my package and I open it knowing its my CELL PHONE!! Well I open it and like Im so happy because they sent me the wrong phone!! They sent me an awesome phone with video camera and readylink and all that cool stuff which is weird because I was suppose to get my same phone. I activated it and it ( Read more... )

y well today was an alright day. Not to much has gone on.. looked for more jobs, did some searching on the internet. Trying to think of things to ask my parents for my 18th birthday.. I have already got these things ( Read more... )

Well well well.. I got my laptop hehe Im soo ooo ooo happy !! Well Im sitting here typing on it and oh my god it is just oh so awesome. lol ( Read more... )

I have felt kind of depressed lately, I dont feel welcome in my house, my mom tells me all the time that I can move out when I want and it just hurts me. Steve told me a while back that "If I dont straighten up I wont be welcome in the family" who does he think he is.. ERR I dont like him ( Read more... )

Ok a sort of an update thingy ( Read more... )

My cars engine died and me and ryan have no transpo now and it sucks. ryan isn't doing anything about getting a new car, he hasnt called the insurance people to see about his money. Hes not really doing anything and its starting to piss me off.
well im going.

brit

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