so i dont like him anymore,.. we dont talk... nick drama.. over!! so on to happier things in life....bros at prom rite now with his first gf ever!! woot! this week was mcas so i slept in a lot and just failed two tests today. wow i expected to be able to rite stuff for i havent for over a month.. but i gots nothing

so me and nick are better now... so we think... i mean i told him that im not mad at him.. but now hes going bak to being alll depressed.. last time he was depressed was in january RIGHT before he asked Rachel out... so not wanting him to ask someone else out right now... ugh ugh.. i mean for the first time.. IM not depressed and then he gets all ( Read more... )

soo...my first three days of hell are actually over!!!!! except there is one problemo... the worst day of the week is happening tomorrow! thats less then 24 fucking hours!!! aaaa!! but i am less nervous then i used to be. monday, yesterday and today actually werent so bad.. i think i already wrote about monday. yesterday i just had to do another ( Read more... )

so life is good but nerve wrecking.. this week shall be all about performance and me trying to kill myself :-D ( Read more... )

so i think i shall be having one amazing weekend!! i mean on st. patricks day i went to my first concert!! well it was fall out boy and all but im not complaining cuz its a concert and i went to it! ya... and then sunday morning was babysitting day and then i went straight to bex house where my beautiful keds were swallowed by the evil mud in her ( Read more... )

so the interview failed.. i was about an hour and 25 minutes late.. yah.. me and my dad were running in dorchester which is like 7 miles off.. and we were about to run that far until we got a cab and found out that we were totally off... yah.. so probably not going this summer but watvs i think i can handle yet another summer of absolute bordom.. ( Read more... )

T.M.S--- well i needed a three code name like my previous ones.. ppa/ppm and mcm!!! so i no u have been wondering... T.M.S stands for (made up by anna)........... THE MAN SLUT!!!!! wooooottt!!!!.. do u no how horrible it would be if he saw this? ya but anyway... we now say.. repeat after me..... "TMS" now u say it.... VERY GOOD!! yayayay ( Read more... )

so i wasnt expecting him to come bak till like sunday but when i was talking to ariana at like 11 last night all of a sudden he logged on and i liked freaked (not to him of course). ugh and yesterday before he went on i was so ready to blow him off next time i c him and he does something out of line but i thnk he already just like weakend me.. ( Read more... )

so it is finally VACA!! and mike is leaving to vegas then utah tonite so i wont speak to him till next monday i am assuming which is sad. ya. well yesterday he said the cheesiest thing to me.. i mean of course i love it (i have to) but i mean its just weird coming out of a taken guy. he was holding me likeas one does holding the bride over the ( Read more... )

so i was freaked out about the prty before it occured.. on friday i didnt even no if mike and stanley were coming! mike would be more improtant of course cause well i feel more protected around him. but he said he would and i still wasnt sure if stanley was. so i was waiting in my living room for mike at 6 and a car didnt show up till 6:15, ( Read more... )