Everybody Knows

Tell me now if you came sneaking up behind
Would you know me and see behind the smile
I can change like colors on a wall
Hoping no one else will find what lies beneath it all
I think I hide it all so well

Stepping out, everyone can see my face
All the things I can't erase from my life
Everybody knows
Standing out so you won't forget my ( Read more... )

Appreciate every moment you have with everyone you have it with.  It could be the last  one ( Read more... )

I can't sleep because I'm throwing up.  No one's awake, so I'm lonely.  Even Chauncy isn't accompanying me to the bathroom.  He usually does.  But he's beat I guess.  The life of a dog is rough.  Throwing up hurts really bad now.  Worse than it used to.  It feels like I'm being stabbed everywhere.  It's horrible.  And God it burns.  I'm going to ( Read more... )

I am inexplicably, giddily, giggly happy.

Why?

I choose not to share.  Part of the fun is that it's my own secret.  Well, maybe not my own.  It takes two to have a secret.  Correct?

*giggles* and runs away....

The Dixie Chicks have a new song out.  It's cool.  So I'm posting the lyrics.  I would give a real update, but I'm getting bored with it and I really don't think anyone reads this anyway.  lol

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to ( Read more... )

The surgery went well in a way, and really bad in a way.  The good part is he found a tumor or something down there and took a biopsy.  We'll know about that later.  I hope that's the culprit so they can fix it and leave me alone.  The bad part is that I woke up in the middle of surgery.  Since there were tubes down my throat, I couldn't talk.  So ( Read more... )

A few days ago, I was still asleep and my mom was doing something in my room, or somewhere near.  Whatever.  Anyway, she heard me yell, "I have no earthly idea what I'm talking about!"  So, she looks at me, and I'm sound asleep.  I don't remember it, because I was asleep.  haha ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is a big day.  I have to have a little mini-surgery again.  The same thing as last time.  They're going to do the scope test, and then while they're down there, they're going to "repair" my esophogus and stomach lining.  Again.  It won't be bad, and I'll be asleep.  So woo.  The uncool thing is that it is at 12 pm tomorrow, and I can't eat ( Read more... )

Went to Dr. Vest today, and he's great.  He's a hippie.  Environmentalist of sorts.  He kayaks.  He was wearing Birkenstocks.  I love this man.  He's great.  He spent a whole hour talking to us.  So, needless to say, I'm optimistic.

When he mentioned the possible causes of my illness, he mentioned a couple of huge words that I have never heard ( Read more... )

I've been neglecting my lj.  Ah well.  I've been doing other things.  I've finally started writing again.  I'm still not up to par, but I'll get there eventually I hope.  I've started reading again, thankfully.  I don't know what my deal has been.  I haven't finished a book in over a month.  Anyone knows, that isn't like me.  At all.  Hopefully I'm ( Read more... )