I feel so alone.

God, I am SO BORED. And kind of sick to my stomach ( Read more... )

Is it wrong for me to hope that this sloppy joe meat I just got out of the freezer is so old that I somehow get a really bad case of food poisoning and die ( Read more... )

I don't get why Scott still likes me. All I do is complain and whine to him and get pissed off at him. I'm just constantly cranky.

It's kind of supporting my theory that most guys like girls who act like total bitches.

And, again, I have to remind myself that I'm NOT HIS RESPONSIBILITY. He doesn't have to give a crap about what happens to me, I'm an adult and I should be taking care of myself. And even if I can't then that's what my family is for. But then, that just brings me back to the first one, I'm an adult and my family really shouldn't have to take care of ( Read more... )

I just realized... when a certain person gets married, I'm going to be devastated. I never really considered the possibility before, truthfully. I had accepted for the most part when he had gotten girlfriends because a part of me knew that they wouldn't last too long and was comforted by the fact that none of them were that perfect girl he was ( Read more... )

When I feel a little better I get the urge to try to talk to people again, but then I always end up feeling tons worse afterward. If I could just quit needing people, quit talking to people, quit interacting with people altogether, I would. It's usually just not worth it anymore.

I don't know. I'm full of yuckiness that I need to vent but I can't put it into words. I think most of it is jealousy toward those people who actually have a life ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE! I don't want to have to deal with them anymore ( Read more... )

God, I don't want to go back to Midland ( Read more... )