Dad comes back from CA and says that I should apply for a loan through the Sally Mae Foundation. I just told that bastard that I'd applied to so many different loan places and got denied. What makes him think that this one would be any different? So, basically, he has no money for me, and then wants me to drive all the way to Jax for BBQ. Sorry, ( Read more... )

I miss my St. Augustine life. I have one more year left of enjoying myself there, and I know the time is going to pass by so quickly because I'll be having so much fun, and because I'll be so happy. I miss Fusion with my cousin and his fiancee on Thursday nights. I miss sitting at my desk, facing Jordan as she sits at hers, both of us with our ( Read more... )

It's empty inside, but you couldn't tell.
Thoughts of suicide sound so swell.
The shower water trickles down her body.
A wash cloth leaves a soapy trail.
Her finger brushes against a vein in the wrist
And she finds herself thinking about how easy it would be.
Is it like putting your soul up for sale?
She has many beliefs, even of Jesus Christ,
But yet she ( Read more... )

So I went to the Trombone Charlie's place today, filled out the ap, turned it in with my resume and references. When I left I got a phone call from a temp agency about the three week filing job, but there's so much driving involved that it's gonna eat up my monies. Even if it is a 9 dollar an hour job. So, I called Mom and she's like, "If Trombone ( Read more... )