I dont understand why my dad hates me so much? He is raising the rent from 200 to 300 a month. Then he told me that i could pay 200 a month and have the other 100 go towards the money he owes me. WTF!! How does he expect that to pay off what he owes me? I am so mad, am i that bad of a person that he is doing that. If steven and i both pay 300 that ( Read more... )

My dad is going to drive me crazy!! Thank God i only have a little longer of "living" there, then i am out with Josh and we dont have to worry about him. I love my dad and all, but i am just going to go crazy. Oh well, life goes on and i will some how manage ( Read more... )

Tonight has already been a great night, even thought nothing has happened. I was looking through old e-mails when i found one that again washed away any doubt i may have had in my heart. As Josh lays in bed next to me asleep, i know what i want, i have never been so sure!

I find it amazing how one night can change your life. That what Saturday was for me. Every doubt I had is gone, I know what I want in life. Its crazy how life can turn around in such a short amout of time, not that life was bad before, but he has made is so much better. I look forward to going home to him, I love taking care of him, making dinner ( Read more... )

This last week and a half has been so crazy busy!! I love it, i love having something to do everyday and have someone to "go home to", even if its not my house ( Read more... )

I am so drained, i dont know what to do. I am exsosted and all i want to do is sleep.

Its amazing how about six months ago i was unhappy with my life, but now it all seems to be working out great!! I love everything that is happening and its wonderful. I am looking for a new job, i think that is the one thing in my life that i am unhappy with, that and i never get to see Sarah!! But soon soon ( Read more... )

I cant believe that i am going to be living with a boy!! Josh and i are moving in together and i dont think i have ever been this stocked. I love that boy and i have fallen so fast for him and i love every second we spend together. I cant wait to wake up next to him every morning, i do that now, but in our own place, and i want to come home from ( Read more... )

I dont know why, but i have a sad feeling all of a sudden. I dont know why, mayabe work? I dont really know, i just feel like staying home tonight. I want to seelp in my own bed and not get up at 6 in the morning. As much as i love staying with josh, i have not stayed in my bed in like a month. I love that boy, but i feel like crap, i have been ( Read more... )

I dont think i could be any more happy with our relationship. Its the little things he does, like change his my space to include me in it. When we go for walks its the little things he says to me to make me think about the fucher, and what part i want him to play in it. I never thought that after three months i would fall so hard for someone, but i ( Read more... )