Comments | chicken_dork: desperate for a savior

chicken_dork

desperate for a savior

Aug 25, 2006 06:32

so lately i have been totally bummed out. Im looking towards god for the strength and wisdom i need to get through this hard time in my life. I think he is the only one that has any power left. Im all out of fight and its like matt is refusing to comprehend what im going through. He listens, and tries his hardest. But i keep thinking that deep ( Read more... )

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lokihellfire August 25 2006, 12:43:43 UTC

I am here for you....let me know how I can help. If I was able I would be there to listen, to hold and comfort you...but alas I am far away in never never land.....never have fun.....never have friends....never never land. If it is any comfort, I still think of you fondly and I value the time (however brief) we spent together. Nothing like crashing at your house for weeks....lol good times

chicken_dork August 25 2006, 22:39:00 UTC

That is the best thing you could have ever said Jacob. You dont know how much that truely means to me. I thought i was alone in those thoughts. At least thats how it feels some times... Those were really good times though. I miss them, I miss you. And you may never have fun, but you always have friends. Plus you have a girlfriend that seems to love you more than life. Your anguish of being away will end some day, and from then on, you will then be able to reep the fruit of your labors. I am proud of you, and she is lucky to have you... Thank you for being so perfect, thank you for being there in my time of need, thank you for being my friend, thank you for being everything you are. I loved the person you were, and i still love the person you are. Thank you again.

lokihellfire August 26 2006, 01:11:43 UTC

Lucky to have me? I hardly consider it luck....no it was more like contimplated and deliberate eventualities....hehehe

chicken_dork August 26 2006, 04:31:58 UTC

either way, only the best deserves the best.

mellybelly August 26 2006, 04:54:03 UTC

Ya know I really don't know what to say to that except that I'm always here if you need me and I know we're no where near as close as we used to be, but you're still my best friend in the whole world girly. You're the only one who I can go to who really understands and will honestly listen; who I know I can tell anything to without worrying. So I am here for you my friend; It's my turn to listen to you now. So speak away...

chicken_dork August 28 2006, 08:30:23 UTC

thanks melissa. it means a lot. and why arent we close anymore? you should really come see the new place. its so lonely out here in colerain.... or you could always call, hell anyone can call me if they want 513-405-9842, just ask for me.

mellybelly August 28 2006, 19:26:46 UTC

what happened to your cell?

chicken_dork August 29 2006, 00:16:59 UTC

with no job i have no money... i mean its so tight that we are just finishing the food from the food banks... like we have food, but they eat all the microwave stuff and the only things left you actually have to cook. which isnt a problem except why cook a lot when its only for yourself. ya know? haha

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