So i went and seen the Titanic exhibit at the Cincinnati Museum Center. It rocked. They give you a boarding pass saying who you were and all of your information ( Read more... )

You posted again, no not here. I question who was it about? You have her, you are with her. Unless its not her. Then who. Could it be who you had? I know how you feel about her, but at least you had the chance to hold them, touch them, tell them how you feel without fear of significant others finding out. At least you had the chance. I ( Read more... )

Its that time of year again, it has become a contradiction in my life though. I love winter, i always have. Until last year that is... Adam left for Iraq about august of last year, and this august is when i realized. I realized that this winter, and every one after that, will be the most painfull time for me. Matt says i shouldnt feel sorrow ( Read more... )

so lately i have been totally bummed out. Im looking towards god for the strength and wisdom i need to get through this hard time in my life. I think he is the only one that has any power left. Im all out of fight and its like matt is refusing to comprehend what im going through. He listens, and tries his hardest. But i keep thinking that deep ( Read more... )

So god has really been looking out for me lately. I recieved both of my checks, finally.. Still no job, but something else good happened today but i dont remember what...hmmm.... Oh yeah, the chick from belcan said she would look into whats with my dell thing. and so if she keeps her word, i can finally get closier. rock out. also talked to ( Read more... )

dell fired me because im on work restrictions... my lawyer called them today.... i can not be silenced so easily ( Read more... )

Inventory is a twelve hour shift, not including how much you stay after because your not done in your area. my shift was about 14 hours long. I thought that day would never end ( Read more... )

ill make this short and sweet. i realized that im not done living life yet. but i want to be with adam again... the accident of thursday night changed me... there is some one. i want to be with but i cant be with him. i wish i never missed my chance, because now he is with an amazing power that will take care of him... i miss him ( Read more... )

out of the frying pan and into the skillet. I finally had it out with mommy dearest and i was forced to move. i know i havent told a lot of you but here it is. I now live in colraine ohio. im sorry solely to myself that i havent been on here much but life has just been hard. I recently became semi involved in a coworker. he was an amazing ( Read more... )

Sadly, you won't see any of this on the news....


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