I've been feeling a little depressed about my life. It's not bad, it's not the greatest, I couldn't wish for more... but I feel so empty. What's the cause? I don't even know. I suddenly feel very depressed after looking around on the internet. Especially Myspace. I just looked at Daniel's myspace and got a little angry that he could never talk to ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun.

First off, I only went to 1 class in the morning, then to a CalState LA tour/Jazz Rehearshal viewing. It was fun.

And now, for the first time in FOREVER... a picture post! Yay!

Actually, just a preview of the day. But more to come in the future!

No LJ-cut, sorry.


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I don't understand the hype about guys piercing their ears. My brother wants his ears pierced just because all of his ghetto friends are getting theirs pierced. He's asked my mom a million times and she keeps saying NO and even my (most of the time) charismatic father says NO. And Ryan throws a tanrum about it. Everytime. Over a stupid, stupid FAD ( Read more... )

That's it.

No more looking at guys anymore.
I'm so tired of it.

YAAAAAAAAAAAH ( Read more... )

One of these days, I'm going to break out with a picture post. YES.

I'm watching Joel going nuts on the Super Nintendo at his house. It's rather funny, haha. "Brianaaaaaaaa it's so HARD!!! Agggghhh!" LOL. I love Joel. I've known this guy for 3 years and he's my bestest friend. I've put him through a lot too; he puts up with my moodswings and my ever-changing list of crushes, he takes all my bullshit and forgives me ( Read more... )

Man, livejournal is dead. Hahaha, and I'm still posting. What a hypocrite ( Read more... )

So, yesterday, after a whole entire day of Disneyland with All Star Band, the Muir drum major confessed (subliminally but blatantly) that he likes me. My immediate reaction (which was slowed because my brain was soggy; it was 12:45 in the morning) was to not say much, but try and find the right words to say to him. Then I just gave him my number ( Read more... )

I think I did one of the stupidest things I have even done in my life: drink. The feeling was just not good. Maybe it was the people I was with? I'm not sure. Maybe I was just thinking too much about it. Anywho, I think I was just highly buzzed (approx. 2 coronas and 2 shots of vodka). It was such a poop feeling. I got home feeling like I've been ( Read more... )