i really do. yesterday was a bad day for me ( Read more... )

jenny asked me earlier this month to go with her to take lily to hubbers adn to the zoo. i dont think she liked lilys halloween costume because its still int eh bag and she keeps saying "dont you think it will be cold? its the little mermaid adn lily picked it out ( Read more... )

...sometime's it don't feel real ( Read more... )

so today was a gorgeous day! i went to the early service at church then went to bardstown to hang out with beth again. we went horse back riding and 4-wheeling. i was telling magic a secret but she didn't like it. lol obviously she didnt like it b/c after riding her all afternoon she decided to buck me off. so now i have ouchies. my hip, my arm, my ( Read more... )

so i was watching lily tonight and i took her to go get some pictures made together at the mall. joyce came along too. they turned out so good. the lady wants to use some of lily and the one of lil and i together for the store. we are models ;) lol but i was glad we got some pictures together before she turned 16. my MOTHER even paid for them. ( Read more... )

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alright, i don't know where to begin. i had another night where a friend and i talked and cried for hours...in the car, in the street in the house. i mean sobbed when i say cried. if someone where reaching out for help and you felt that you did everything for them...what else is there to do but hope you said the right thing. that's where i am at. ( Read more... )

i'd really like to get some pictures of lily and i made together. i think i'm just going to have to make and appointment and kidnap her one day adn just do it. i've asked jenny since lily was born to let me know when they were going to the studio to get pics and she never does so i never get any with her...i'd like to do that...so i think i will... ( Read more... )