See all those people on the ground ( Read more... )

*sigh* unfortunetly it might only be for the summer...i'd rather stay there then come back sometimes...

yeah, so what, i haven't updated in a really long time...what are you gunna do? spank me and take away my birthday ( Read more... )

"In Lieu Of Dead Brides...Claustrofuckingphobic ( Read more... )

Sometimes when things don’t go your way ( Read more... )

i'm sorry for being the biggest fucking failure you've ever known ( Read more... )

I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem ( Read more... )

*sigh* i don't even know what to say anymore. i mean yeah i'm feeling better but like the doctor said i'm not happy but i'm not sad so i'm flat ( Read more... )

So, I went to Ohio this weekend. It was sort of a random thing my dad has wanted to do for a while. So we drove out yesterday afternoon stayed at some motel(there was a pool but i didn't get the chance to go swimming *tear*)and when my dad woke me up at the ass crack of dawn to get ready we went and ate breakfast then headed into Cleveland to go to ( Read more... )

i had my follow up doctors appointment today which went well for me. umm i guess due to the anxiety problems i'm now going to be on xanax, and if all of that works they'll then be putting me on more medication for bipolar tendencies and whatnot. i think that'll only happen if my mom stays on the bipolar medication and works for her though. hahaha ( Read more... )