who knows if anyone even reads this anymore but whatever...well since the last time i wrote on this thing i was talking about getting married. Well it was a year on the 15th of July!!! being married is weird but it's a good weird so it all works out in the end. My husband (Ryan) is in the Air Force and we're living right outside of Omaha, Nebraska ( Read more... )

So tell me now, what do I have to do ( Read more... )

i had the most amazing night last night with the most wonderful guy ever!! and i'm so glad that he's all mine now!!

yesterday was christmas and it went suprisingly well and i got an email from someone that i haven't talked to in a long time so that's pretty cool. so yeah i got a camera and a bunch of clothes which i actually needed some new clothes so i think i got a lot of good stuff ( Read more... )

*NAMES CHANGED TO PROTECT THE INNOCENT*...though i really don't care ( Read more... )

i had a very weird dream the other night, unfortunetly i only remember bits and pieces, but still...i mean it was my classmates and i out in the woods sitting at benches around this little shack and doing little competitions then getting group name t-shirts and mine was invisible...doesn't that just say something about how my classmates feel about ( Read more... )

so both my health teacher and business teacher think i'm incredibly overstressed....about what i don't know, but there's no way i can disagree. my mom wants me to think about what could possibly be causing me all this stress so i can talk about it and then maybe my migranes will go away ( Read more... )

ya know that feeling you get when all you wanna do is cuddle up on the couch with someone, but then all of a sudden it hits you.."you've got no one and you never will. you've fucked over everyone, in some way, you've ever loved"...then of course you snap out of it and just lay there crying because you know you can't keep fooling yourself...you're ( Read more... )

now that i'm a senior i have to make a few decisions as to what i'm going to do with my life after fillmore central school. so far i have two choices, stay with my family in NY and go to GCC or move to colorado get a job (which i've basically already got all lined up anyway) then the following year start college at CCD. i can't seem to make up my ( Read more... )

Through the fish-eyed lens of tear stained eyes ( Read more... )