Haha, even though there are many factors that intervene with my baby-making abilities with these men, I would have their babies anyway ( Read more... )

The more I think about him, the more pissed I get.  I think that is probably a good sign, because before no matter how much I thought about him, it all made me want him even more.  Now it's like, fuck that fucker. He doesn't give a rat's ass about me, he's made that obvious with every passing day that he doesn't call, text, or anything.  The only ( Read more... )

I honestly think my heart has been broken ( Read more... )

You and your museum of lovers ( Read more... )

Well, I'm a lot more scared than I thought I was going to be. I knew he was gonna go in for the kill today and he did. He f-ing stuck his tonge in my f-ing mouth. Which I'm not saying is bad, I was just so scared I almost bit his f-ing tonge off, I had butterflys so bad I wanted to puke, and all in all I don't think he got frustrated with me even ( Read more... )

heh, I forgot to say that I caught him staring at my butt. He was smooth about it though, I mean, we were watching TV, and I was laying on my stomach, with my legs out behind me and my chin resting on my hands, and he was sitting regular, with his leg all up between my arms and head behind me. And the way the room was set up was that there was a ( Read more... )

Yes. I kissed my first boy tonight. It was quick and painless.  Just a peck really.  I was getting out of his car we were kinda touchy flirty on the way to and into his car , and he gave me his hand as I was leaving. I grabbed it, used it to pull myself towards him and just....bam kiss. I was probably blushing really bad, and he litterally said " ( Read more... )

Okay, this is not fair. It's only been 3 weeks since I've met this boy and I've fallen hard for him. I think about him constantly, and I check my phone 20 times a day hoping he called when I left hearing distance of my ringtone. I've become way to attached, and I know this because I'm gonna have to leave him in a few months as it is, and that is ( Read more... )

Anyways, Yes, Ryan is amazing. I told him about the fact that I used to be a cutter (clean for almost a year now) and he was totally understanding. I kind of like having a guy with a little bit of history himself because it makes him more understanding of my own history. I haven't told him about the MRKH yet, but I haven't felt like I needed to ( Read more... )

I have a MAJOR crush.

<3

he's super sweet and super cute. I don't understand why he likes me. :D